I can't but somehow I did .....

Today was Friday...the most awaited weekend ! After a hectic week everything feels so much exhausted. I can't even breathe properly. My mind is processing a lot of thing at a time which I can't even share with my own ! I don't know why but I feel so alone and low . But it's nothing new for me , I am familiar with this situation.

Before & after look

I think I need therapy but therapy is expensive so I clean my room , decorate my room & cook food by my own . It's my kind of therapy. The diversion of mind is the only way for escaping. I need a train tour but it's also require money. I was looking for cheap & more easy way to say I was looking for a way to escape which doesn't allow any penny! I started doing deep cleaning in my room & give shower to my little money plant & lucky bamboo stick . I also cook a lot of item ....a day after a lot of work I realize diversification is important to escape from the harsh reality & being your own therapist is the coolest thing.....

For me nowadays weekend are not only a time for relaxing or travelling lately it's become a reallocating & recollecting of all the energy again for the upcoming week for the survival. It's the most boring part of my adulthood in my eyes!