Happiness isn't free, also not expensive

When I sit and think about what makes me happy or would be able to make me happy, I just come up with a long list of different things. Things have been really working toward achieving and also praying, the funniest of them is making heaven because I don't even know if there will be a judgement day or there will be a heaven.

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For some people, happiness goes a long way for them and before they feel happy, they have to satisfy their craving for material things. They want expensive things, luxury and all sorts.

I do love luxury but I hate it when I draw too much attention so I prefer the well and doing okay lifestyle to whatever other lifestyle is available out there. To be honest, I'm nowhere near all I desire but I know anything can happen within a blink of an eye so far I am not relenting and remember that miracle no dey Taya Jesus.

I have one thing which is the most important part of all things to have to be happy and that's good health, maybe because have not gone to the hospital for over a decade, which might be the reason I feel like I have good health but honestly I breath free air and a lot of other good stuff that comes as a benefit of being healthy.

Like I said earlier, I don't need much to be happy, what I want is to be able to have what I want whenever I want them and peace of mind. Growing up as a kid was rough for me, I never had most of the things I wanted as a kid and I'm not talking about clothes or toys but I mean having to eat three square a day for 365days would have been one of my greatest moments as a kid, not having to drop out of school at some point and hiding from my classmate so has not to answer some unwanted question would have been better.
What's the point of having what I want when I want it but no peace of mind?
My peace starts with my mom, she has been okay and also in good health and having all the fun and going places she can go, also me having a good wife and finding my perfect match would be absolutely a blessing in this world we are in now. She might be married to someone already, we never can tell and also my mom and wife being on good terms would be my very happy. To crown it all, have 3 kids, probably good kids because I wasn't always a good kid to mom.

So all this above and God giving me the ability to be a good father is just what I need in life to be happy and why I said not close to any is because I'm still out here searching for a lot of things in this era we are now but I believe that they are all achievable my just like I said earlier that miracle no dey finish for baba God hand. I hope you enjoyed reading this, I'm still spreading love like I always do