The early bird speaks
Wednesday, Nov 20, 2019
Let's force myself to write first instead of doing all these things I need to do too...
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Disappointing people / Gente decepcionante
Old steem or new steem, some always find a way to spoil it for others, break their necks and fill their pockets. A deed done out of need or was it greed? I go for greed. Poor people seldom have the knowledge.
source A good cat catches early birds.
By now it is 7:56 am
You really think I just started my day? I woke up at 3 am but stayed in bed till 4:30 am**.
I did nothing except for keeping myself warm and thinking of all those things I have to do and forgot. Forgot? I forgot to send my email to my penpal. I tried, saved it as a draft, but Jpay did not let me.
I have a few MB left it is enough and early in the morning the connection works for a change. He already wrote the next one. One with apologies for not writing for such a long time but he is doing fine and has a new job. He is a "Blood Spill" employee now. If it is a bloody mess he and his bunkie have to clean up the mess. Yes, these people exist. Not only moms clean up the mess others make so do the blood busters. He can even get some certificate for it which might make it easier to get a job.
It reminds me of a film I have. A group of cleaning ladies sent to homes where people been murdered. They had to clean it up. Scrub other people's shit, blood, pee out or rub it into the antique floor. You will always find it back no matter what you use. Blood remains and so do most body fluids which bring me to a program that showed to what a room and especially a hotel room looks like. If you think a clean room is clean you are wrong. No room, no place is clean or hygienic not even in a hospital or especially not in the hospital. It is the place where you can catch all kinds of bacteria and viruses. The main reason is the air, the fact the windows cannot be opened and doctors and nurses spread them as much all over the place as patients, visitors, and clinic clowns. As I stayed in hospital this summer the blood on the floor remained for days and believe me that the cleaning lady showed up and did something just not what she had to do. She had a lot of breaks, sat in the hallway eating, drinking, busy with her mobile phone. Same at school.
My youngest says there is blood on the floor for months. The cleaning lady cleans up the place 3 times a day. Before school starts, at noon and as school ends. Very hard to believe, she must be blind or spending these hours doing something else. She is not even smart enough to clean optical. That is the way they clean the hospital. For the eye, it needs to be clean. Perhaps blood busters will be needed more in the future. No one likes to clean it up and there are risks and not only if it comes to the HIV virus.
At 5:30 am we left for the bus stop. The youngest and I needed to kill an hour's time which we did at the supermarket. I intended to write but I didn't. I read some posts, did some banking and we had our tea in the car.
At 7 am the youngest was at school and I drove home. On my way back home I made some photos and after that, I swept floors, did the dishes, cut the butter cake in pieces and decided to write something. No idea what I will use it. My NaNoWriMo or my daily Diary? By now it is 8:27 am and not much for a story popped up in my mind yet. I believe I write too slow if I will keep up my writing speed. Yesterday as I added my written words to NaNoWriMo I noticed they kind of know how many times I used for writing. If I fill out the time I started the end time is filled out by the site. In most cases, it fits. The site is a mess and if you ask me it does not work and filling it out is a waste of time. Only once or twice I saw a page where I could see info like how many words I typed each day and how fast I type now it is gone and I see info I am not interested in. They love to e-mail you so do not subscribe if you want to avoid that. If you are a NaNoWriMoter you can buy "handy tools" to make writing easier. I found out about such a site months ago. No need to write a book by yourself. You choose a subject, characters, some extras, and the computer does the job. No need to read a book yourself or do some research the computer knows it all and saves you a lot of time and trouble. If you like to write a book in English, be an English writer you use this. After you fill out all your wishes your computer gets at work and you can watch a film or wipe a floor, go out or complain about a forum for writers how hard it is to write and how many hours you invested in research, blah, blah. There is only one thing I can say to this: No respect!
Indeed everyone can write a book these days. The only thing you need is a computer and an internet connection. Is it more fun to write this way? Perhaps it can be compared with playing Sims?🤔
@Partiko...
No respect for Partiko either. Not only the notifications do not work. It is impossible to use the Partiko points. I tried it with each post I posted in the past days but nothing happens. Partiko does not payout your point! What is the point of using this app if 50% does not work?
Lucky me Steemreply does. At least an option to read comments although it is tiny on a mobile phone and harder to translate.
1:57 pm
I sit in my car in the pouring rain. Just picked up the youngest. It makes its homework and I just posted
Disappointing people / Gente decepcionante
Old steem or news team, some always find a way to spoil it for others, break their necks and fill their pockets. Is a deed done out of need or was it greed? I go for greed. Poor people seldom have the knowledge.
2:30 pm
We drove to the library and sit, still in the pouring rain, in the car. Here is the internet. 👍
I posted my Diary Day #67 - November 18, 2019.
Smelly Monday
Time flies. The notes on my phone have hundreds of articles, memos, etc by now.
Bought bones for the wolves and heart.
Back home we finally watch St Nicholas arriving.
Next to the film.
Answered most comments. I have 3 left to find out more about.
Write a bit more, I am tired.
9:45 pm
Posted NaNoWriMo 17 - Tearing apart.
Am I the only writer left?
My Diary Days
Diary Day #1 - Sept. 13, 2019
A day full of surprises
Diary Day #8 - Sept. 20, 2019
Finally Friday
Diary Day #15 - Sept. 27, 2019
Finally Friday
Diary Day #22 - October 4, 2019
Gaining weight Day
Diary Day #29 - October 11, 2019
A bright Friday
Diary Day #36 - October 18, 2019
How to hang in.
Diary Day #43 - October 24, 2019
Editing on
Diary Day #50 - November 1, 2019
All Saints Day
Diary Day #57 - November 8, 2019
NaNoWriMo goes on.
Diary Day #64 - November 15, 2019
Lack of writing = writer's dip
Diary Day #67 - November 18, 2019
Smelly Monday
Diary Day #68 - November 19, 2019
Just another day.
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My Diary Days
Diary Day #1 - Sept. 13, 2019
A day full of surprises
Diary Day #8 - Sept. 20, 2019
Finally Friday
Diary Day #15 - Sept. 27, 2019
Finally Friday
Diary Day #22 - October 4, 2019
Gaining weight Day
Diary Day #29 - October 11, 2019
A bright Friday
Diary Day #36 - October 18, 2019
How to hang in.
Diary Day #43 - October 24, 2019
Editing on
Diary Day #50 - November 1, 2019
All Saints Day
Diary Day #57 - November 8, 2019
NaNoWriMo goes on.
Diary Day #64 - November 15, 2019
Lack of writing = writer's dip
Diary Day #67 - November 18, 2019
Smelly Monday
Diary Day #68 - November 19, 2019
Just another day.
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En verdad me asombra tu capacidad de hacer tanto. A mi no me alcanzan las horas. Ni siquiera pude pasar mi publicación del jueves. Debo agregar algo y el internet hoy me hizo perder un día en steemit.
@gertu Escribo sin internet y luego puedo publicar. NaNoWriMo lleva más tiempo. Mi diario lo hago en el medio. Pero como puedes ver, apenas me uno a los concursos. Ya no tengo tiempo para eso.❤️
Debes buscar tu tiempo, para hacer alguna publicación. No debes quedar atrás, sino ir hacia adelante.
Tardo mucho yo también en publicar. con mi cocina me complico un poco.
@gertu Publiqué ayer pero ya era demasiado tarde. Hoy estoy en el hospital y veré qué es posible. ¿Qué pasa con tu cocina? ¿Problemas o demasiado ocupado?
I posted yesterday but it was too late. Today I am in hospital and will see what is possible. What is with your kitchen? Problems or too busy?
Ojalá todo salga bien en el hospital, es desagradable ir enfermo y de paso te tratan mal.
Mi cocina está bien. Horneo bastante el fin de semana. Ya descanso y retomo el viernes.
@gertu Creo que eso es lo que sucedió la mayoría de las veces. Vivo con las consecuencias de lo que los médicos intentaron, probaron o arruinaron en mí. No creo que les haya importado nunca. Fui un buen objeto de estudio para los estudiantes y de todos esos años que pasé en el hospital no hay información y eso también es extraño.
@gertu I think that is what happened most times. I live with the consequences of what doctors tried, tested or ruined on me. I do not think they ever cared. I was a nice study object for students and of all those years spending in hospital is no information and that is strange too.
Es muy triste saber como las personas padecen de las malas praxis de nosotros los médicos. Me incluyo, pues no se a cuantas habré dañado, tratando de ayudar. Dios tenga misericordia.
@gertu No todos los médicos intentan hacer lo mejor. En mi caso yo era un objeto de estudio y no les importaba. Algunos médicos lo hacen y dicen que no saben o "podemos intentar esto, pero ...). Si sabe que se equivocó, pida perdón o busque una solución. Este médico se encogió de hombros. No le importó. Solo estaba un paciente viejo, una madre soltera que ningún hombre quiere. Hacen la diferencia. Si usted está casado, viejo, la operación no tiene que hacerse de manera ordenada. Ya tiene un esposo o es viejo. Por qué preocuparse.
Not every doctor tries to do his best. In my case I was a study object and they did not care. Some doctors do and say they don't know or "we can try this but...). If you know you messed up say sorry or come with a solution. This doctor shrugged his shoulders. He did not care. I was just an old patient, a single mother no man wants. They make difference. If you are married, old, the operation does not have to be done in a neat way. You already have a husband or are old. Why care.
Nunca, en mi vida adulta, necesite alguien que me represente. Soy madre soltera por que eso fue lo que resolví, no fue por accidente. Quise tener a mi hijo y, doy gracias a Dios por ese precioso hijo que me prestó. Cuando sea persona más dependiente de otros, entonces veré a quien pago para que me ayude en la ancianidad.
Me da pena que en algún lugar, la ciencia médica actúe sin tener humanidad.
@gertu No tenía la intención de ser madre soltera, pero así fue. Ahora estoy feliz de estarlo. Me molesta estar junto a un adulto siempre pidiendo atención, ser alimentado, escuchar y resolver sus problemas y pequeños dolores. Mi ex todavía me envía correos electrónicos, siempre de noche y probablemente si está borracho y siente pena por sí mismo. Nunca quiso casarse y ahora lo hace. Lo mataría dentro de las 24 horas (o 10) si tuviera que quedarme en una casa con él. No soy bueno en el matrimonio. No me gusta mimar. Lo hago y me odio. Mis hijos tienen una buena vida y no extrañan a un padre. No crecerán como bebés llorones que sienten lástima de sí mismos. Todos tienen una fuerte voluntad y personalidad. Hay humanidad, pero creo que es difícil mostrarla diariamente 40 veces, año tras año. En cada trabajo, haces las cosas automáticamente. Los maestros son un buen ejemplo. Raramente les gustan los niños o para enseñar. Los tiempos han cambiado. Mis hijos dijeron que debería ser maestra pero no puedo. No me gustan todos los niños, además no puedo lidiar con la estupidez. Día feliz. 💕
Aunque digas que no puedes con la estupidez, me da risa, pero lo haces todo el tiempo. Eres una mujer guerrera muy fuerte.
Yo no gusté nunca del matrimonio y, escogí lo que tengo. No soporto a nadie mucho tiempo. Pidiendo, mandando, ordenando, no, no soy buena para eso.
Aquí estoy soy feliz, con todo lo que pude obtener durante mis años productivos. Y acostumbrándome a esta decadencia.
Llegarán tiempos de gloria, en Dios confío.
@gertu Esa es exactamente mi idea. No puedo soportar a las personas que me rodean. Es lo que le escribí a mi ex novio que nunca fue amigo. Me enferma estar con alguien, despertar, ver esa cara, escuchar las quejas y las demandas. Los hombres frecuentemente dicen que es una lástima que esté soltero. Como si el matrimonio es lo mejor que puedes lograr. No creo que debamos vivir en pareja. La mayoría de las mujeres mayores que conocí dijeron que nunca se casarían si fueran jóvenes ahora y muchas nunca lo hicieron. Estoy mejor así y creo que los hombres también. Incluso un amigo que vive en la misma calle visitándome a diario me molestaría.
That is exactly my idea. I can not stand the people around me. It is what I wrote to my ex-boyfriend who never was a friend. It makes me sick to be with someone, wake up see that face, hear the complaints and demands. Men frequently say it is a shame I am single. As if marriage is the greatest thing you can achieve. I do not believe we are meant to live in couples. Most elderly women I met said they would never get married if they were young now and many never did. I am better off this way and believe me men are too. Even a friend living in the same street visiting me daily would annoy me.
Creo que algunas personas nacen para casarse, tener pareja toda su vida y permanecer felices o soportar ser pareja por muchos años. Pero hay otras personas, como yo, que no nacimos para el matrimonio ni para vivir en parejas. Yo lo acepté así, desde la edad de mi hijo. Y me siento feliz así.
@gertu No conozco una pareja feliz. Es solo por un período o uno cede, con esperanzas y sueños. La gente ha cambiado y no hay necesidad de hacerlo si puedes trabajar tú mismo. Muchos tienen miedo de estar solos o creen que la sociedad los desprecia. Allí el estatus social viene con el matrimonio o el trabajo que tiene un hombre. Trabajé con muchas personas molestadas y deprimidas y todos pensaron que una vida miserable es mejor que estar solo.
I do not know one happy couple. It is just for a period or one is giving in, up on hopes and dreams. People have changed and there is no need to if you can work yourself. Many are afraid to be alone or believe the society looks down on them. There social status comes with marriage or the job a man has. I worked with many molested and depressed people and they all thought a miserable life is better as being alone.
Really early
Still in the middle of the night
Early bird will be eaten by cat
Because cats are nocturnal animals
@cloudblade That is true but not each bird is eaten and many cats are spoiled and do not hunt anymore. A greatday to you.❤️
by spoiled is happiness
@cloudblade I need to think about that. Spoiled has earlier health issues too. ❤️
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