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Hello there. It has been a while. A month!

Every day I told myself - tomorrow. I will find words to tell you... And every day a familiar feeling told me that all my words are unimportant. My events are not important, and myself... Oh, don't tell me, of course I know it's not like that but one thing is to know and quite another is to overcome it. So... here I am.

I am glad to be back, coz it's my small win. I've been struggling all this time. First, I struggled with consequences of past winter which was the hardest for Ukraine. Now, I'm struggling with an unknown disease that made my life very unpleasant. Another reason why I wasn't active on Hive - it's hard to type and I have to take a break.

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I opened my drafts and was amazed by the the number of unfinished stories and never-published post, so hopefully I will try to finish some of them. We'll see. I still have this feeling of presence in a fiction, where almost normal life and war coexist at the same time. Tonight, our military shot down one rocket very close to Kyiv. It is impossible to forget about the war.

But!!

Let me be honest. Good things happens even in my depressing life.🙂

My daughter came and stayed with me for 3 days, a while ago. She always brightens my days and brings sense to my life. So those 3 days were like a real vacations even concidering that we stayed in the city. Ah, I miss my travels so badly.

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Another good news is about Nick, my husband. Seems like the process we've been waiting since October 22 (!!!) has started. Maybe this is a real reason why I broke my silence today. Maybe.

So. He still based in Kyiv. He is allowed to go home once in a while. When he comes, he mostly sleeps. What has changed is that we now have less uncertainty and less expectation of bad news. Tomorrow something may change, but he is in good hands now.

This photo Nat took on her visit. She missed Nick very much and was really happy to see him.

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And another wonderful news - the parcel with books from @ericvancewalton hasn't been lost and made it's way from US to Ukrane successfully! Yohoo!!! Thank you so much Eric, this is wonderful gift and something new for my brain :)

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Well, I'll keep it short today, I'm a little confused and excited and can't get my thoughts together properly. Besides, I've got a new interesting project at work, and it's taking up most of my time and energy when I'm not visiting medical clinics. So I have to get back to work.

Thanks to everyone who read it. I'm so glad I still have readers and friends here.

Hugs,
@zirochka

P. S. Still can't believe I pressed "Publish", LOL.

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I get worried when you disappear!
Good to see you back strong lady, and you look so happy with your daughter x

Slava Ukraini!

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Bang, I did it again... I just rehived your post!
Week 153 of my contest just started...you can now check the winners of the previous week!
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It's so good to see a post from you ♥️ Please don't feel obligated to wait until you can write a lot :)

Now, I'm struggling with an unknown disease that made my life very unpleasant.

I'm sorry to hear you are still suffering :( ... My prayer is that you are in perfect health very soon!

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Feel better soon! It's good to hear from you again!

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Thrilled to see a post from you again on Hive along with beautiful smiling faces in photographs!

Nat visiting you and Nick being home are exactly what you need.

I hope doctors can figure what's going on and you're back to feeling better soon @zirochka

❤Big hugs!😘🌹😊
!LUV
!LADY

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I am glad how your life turns to something beautiful now. And despite al the things that life throws us, there are still reasons for us to fight and keep moving forward. ❤️🤗

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Agree 👍
Thank you for dropping by!

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No matter how long you stop posting, you'll always be welcome here when you post again. Sorry to hear about your health troubles, hope you feel better soon!

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Nice to know there are things that doesn't change ❤

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You can't get rid of us that easily! We will always be here. I hope you are feeling better soon. 💓

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☺☺☺
Hope so too. Thanks ❤

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I'm very happy to see a post from you and I'm thrilled the books arrived! I hope you enjoy them and they add a little light to your days. Happy birthday to you!

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It's nice having you back after all these hard times you've faced over the couple of months . It just shows how relentless and dogged you are to things that truly make you happy and fulfilled and getting back active on Hive will definitely be no exception.

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Thanks for your kind words. Nice to be back 😊

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Thank you for being courageous and sharing your story with us. It takes a lot of strength to open up and share both the good and the difficult moments in life. Your resilience in the face of adversity is truly inspiring, and your determination to find happiness in the midst of challenging circumstances is admirable.

I am glad to hear that you have some good news to share - your daughter's visit, Nick's situation improving, and receiving the books from @ericvancewalton. It's wonderful to hear that you are still finding joy and meaning in life despite the difficulties you are facing.

Remember that you are not alone and there are people who care about you. Keep writing and sharing your stories with us, and know that your words are important and valued. Take care of yourself and keep fighting - I believe in you.

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I wish I could do more for the platform, be more involved, show interest or support others. But when it comes to words... I don't know why, but all my words seems insincere, formal. I hope the day will.come and I will pay it forward.
Thank you so much for your comment. There are things that I know but sometimes just need to hear 😊
XXX

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thank you for sticking around until now🥰. keep on being happy. 😍 I can't imagine being you sis. it turns out that I am quite ungrateful for my life that is too relaxed🥺🥺. thanks for waking me up🤩🤩. Greetings from Indonesia sis

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So nice to see your writing again! So much happening around you and yet, you are still the strong person that keeps going.

Nick and Nst plus you are such a wonderful sight to gaze upon. The picture looks complete.

So glad to hear you got some great books. Eric is such a kind and thoughtful soul. I was gone for a couple of months this winter and just got back about five or six weeks ago, so I am reading backstories. Think of you and your family, keeping you in my prayers.

Take good care of yourself and now I need to read what has been going on that I missed. xoxo

You published!!! Yay!!!

Denise

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I tried to read the feed regularly, but there was neither time nor energy for it. And now I realized that I'm not sure if anyone still remembers me, and if anyone will be interested in what my life is.
And yes, the Hive again pleasantly surprised me! I'm so grateful for having such an amazing friends here, and you are among them always.
xoxo

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Dear woman, nobody will ever forget you! Your story is one of courage, love, faith along with faltering faith, compassion ❤️ and so manybother things.

You have a beautiful soul.

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Тримайся, скоро буде більше сонця і обов'язково стане легше

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Залишиться тільки примусити себе вийти на вулицю )

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Коли вийде сонечко - нікогго не потрібно буде змушувати)

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I was thinking about you and thought to text you tomorrow but I am glad you are okay and had a good time with Nick and Nat...

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I'm sorry to hear about your disease and I hope you feel better soon! Also, your daughter is so beautiful! 😍

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So happy to see the whole family reunited. Greetings to Nat and Nick. ❤️

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So glad to see a post from you again. It’s good to see you smile.

Slava Ukraini

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Героям Слава!💙💛
Thank you!

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Thanks for the update @zirochka! Glad that you got to spend some precious time with your beautiful family :) All the best from Czechia to Ukraine! (our President is in your country right now, discussing new ways to help and support your people)

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our President is in your country right now, discussing new ways to help and support your people

I saw on news and think I saw him yesterday, from afar )
Greetings from Ukraine and many thanks for your continuous support, dear @phortun!

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З поверненням, @zirochka!))) Будь завжди здоровою і хай у твоєму житті ВСЕ БУДЕ ДОБРЕ!

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Дякую. Навзаєм!! 💛

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Jet ma'am it's wonderful you got to spend time with your daughter and husband. Im sure you will get more certainty too

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