The year I would like to return to

My Choice of year

Who wouldn't like to go back a few years? I would!

Without a doubt there are years that were better than others and years where we would love to be able to turn back time and go back, to relive things, to meet again with loved ones and have the opportunity to make amends for mistakes, because we are human and many times we fail.

The year 2018, a year that marked a before and after in my life, because it was a year of strong tests as my mother was diagnosed with cancer in the lung, I decide to go back to this year because I think I could have done more for her or so I can think.

I took her to a doctor who said we could operate and remove that tumor since it was still small, but my mother made the decision not to have surgery, was her decision, but I think I could have influenced that decision somehow and it was not so, maybe if I had convinced her to have surgery at that time she would still be alive, maybe yes or maybe no, it is a bitter taste to stay with doubts, and not knowing what would have happened if she had surgery.

But that 2018 she was healthy and I could enjoy the time she had left, I knew it was the last December she would be with me, the last Christmas and I did not want to get away from her, I wanted her to last for a long time in my mind, so that Christmas and farewell of the year I took some pictures, she did not like pictures, they were never to her liking and I have few.

That year, she was still fine, she felt nothing, there was no pain and nothing ailed her, only the hope of a miracle and I was left with that doubt, if I could have done more, life is uncertain, we do not know what will happen tomorrow but if I could have the opportunity to go back in time and see what would happen I would not hesitate to try.

That 2018 was a year where my family was almost complete, nothing was missing, I felt great, so I decided to go back there and remember that year.

This was my participation in the weekend experience, which brings us the friend @galenkp I invite friends @lisbethseijas and @kristal24 to participate.