Poema: Sin ti / Poetry: Without you
Hoy sigo pensando en ti, ninguna novedad, igual que siempre,
porque siempre estás aquí, tan vigente aquí en mi mente.
"Eres parte de mi ser", qué frase tan repetida,
fue la que te dije en el ayer cuando vi que te perdía.
No sé cómo le haré
Si no estás hoy a mi lado
Sé que bien ya no estaré
Sin ti mi cielo es nublado.
"Puedo ser mucho mejor"
"Ser lo que siempre has querido"
Frases que repetí a viva voz
Mas solo silencio he recibido.
¿Qué haré ahora que no estás?
Tal vez sea tiempo de rendirme
Aceptar mi triste realidad
Que la marea me lleve hasta hundirme.
Porque ya no sé continuar
En este mar lleno de soledad
Cuando siento que puedo ganar
Una ola más fuerte me azota con maldad.
Llega para sacudir mis pocas ilusiones
Dejando mi cuerpo cada vez más cansado
Para seguir adelante tengo muchas razones
Mas mis fuerzas casi me han abandonado.
Intento ser optimista y seguir
Trato de no pensar en lo negativo
Pero no es fácil al saber que te perdí
Y que sin ti, no hay nada más, todo está perdido.
English versión
Today I keep thinking of you, nothing new, the same as always,
because you are always here, so present here in my mind.
"You are part of my being", what a repeated phrase,
was the one I said to you yesterday when I saw I was losing you.
I don't know how I'll do it
If you're not by my side today
I know that I won't be well anymore
Without you my sky is cloudy.
"I can be so much better"
"To be what you've always wanted"
Phrases that I repeated loudly
But only silence I received.
What will I do now that you're gone?
Maybe it's time to give up
Accept my sad reality
Let the tide take me until I sink.
Because I don't know how to go on
In this sea full of loneliness
When I feel I can win
A stronger wave lashes me with malice.
It arrives to shake my few illusions
Leaving my body more and more tired
To go on I have many reasons
But my strength has almost abandoned me.
I try to be optimistic and go on
I try not to think about the negative
But it's not easy knowing that I lost you
And that without you, there's nothing left, all is lost.
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It can somehow seems hard when the people who created a good thoughts in her minds are not there around us, it may seems like all is gone, but we have to keep going.
Be admirable and tries to forget about the past, embrace the present and still hope for the best to come in the future.
Thank you very much for your words of encouragement. It is very true what you say and, although it is not so easy to do it, it is always better to put everything in its place to move forward.
Thanks too, I admire your reply.