Monster

Inside me lives a monster that haunts me every night. It keeps me away from my feelings. But I always try to arouse my guilt. I think once they are released, I can never bring them back. I always believe that lying is like a bullet. We can never reverse our actions. But a bullet can hit our opponent. But even if we don't want to, sometimes our hand slips, and we accidentally pull the trigger. But we realize for a moment that as we hit our enemy, we hit a companion.

Honestly, I never want to do that. But I used to say these things to myself repeatedly, hoping to soothe my pain. But this issue never worked for me. Maybe it was because I was stuck in the dark. I have often tried to correct myself. But I have repeatedly failed in this regard. I was ashamed of what I had done, and fear was at work in me. Maybe no one will forgive me for this. Sitting in a white chair on my porch, I felt a burning sensation in my chest. I leaned forward to take a deep breath to calm myself. At that time, the sun began to set.

I saw that every ray of light left the darkness and began to fade. But soon, I believe, the sky will start to glow in the dark. Soon the moon and stars will shine brightly on the earth. I closed my eyes again and got stuck in the night. There was always hope in my mind that the stars would come out in my dark sky one day. And spread their light. As soon as the sun rose the next day, I decided to return home. I wanted to get to where it all started and where it all ended.

The everyday longing was my greatest wish. This time I was hoping to see her again. But I knew it would never happen. But even then, I kept going back. Gradually my mind and body began to be attracted. Something was forcing me to go back home. My eyes filled with tears when I set foot in front of the house. Our happy abode, though, has now become sour. I could feel my mind flowing through the memory. I landed with the night that was the last night of my happiness.

That was my love and sanctuary. I went and stood in front of the hospital. I heard anxious voices as nurses and doctors ran through the hall. There was a sweet smell of flowers all around. The sky is cloudy with black clouds. I went and stood in front of the door. My hand was stuck on the metal handle. Room 305 As soon as I left, tears began to flow down my cheeks. I couldn't do it again. I walked out of the hospital crying silently.

I had to go back to reality again. My mind starts to go against me again and question me. Why couldn't you go inside? All events want to take me back to that night. Leaving the hospital, I felt the cool air. I sit on a wooden bench in the garden and close my eyes. Someone came running towards me. He had long brown hair. A big smile appeared on his face when he stood in front of me. He asked me if my mother would be okay? The words came out of my mouth before I stopped them. I laughed and replied that he would be fine. There was a cape inside me. Because I knew he would never recover.