Welcoming 26-th Edition of my life!

Hi there!

I hope you all are doing well and yes I am good as well. I am about to be 26 years old now. 2 more days and Happy birthday to me! It has been months since I posted anything in this space. I hope Hive is prospering as well.

Today I would like to reflect on every aspect of my life and everything that happened to me since my last year's birthday. A little reflection is a must these days and yeah, it is like adding an intellectual page of self-reflection to my diary. So let's have a look at my life!

Happiness

Yeah, I want to start from this bullet point. It matters a lot if you want to live a sane-peaceful life. Happiness-wise, I will say that although there were very few moments that made me happy, but still had more than in any year since COVID-19. I went on very few trips as well, I also did my best to keep everyone around me happy and smiling. It took good work but end result is just as I wanted. So happiness-wise, it was an average year. Nah, I don't want to say it was a good year but still - an average one!

Struggle

My struggle continues, but the positive part is that my will to reclaim my life is getting stronger, I am getting more focused, and more realistic - out of a fantasy world. I am no longer living in my thoughts, the share of being in the present has increased a lot. There were some moments when I felt that I lost the battle, but my god helped me out of every mess that time threw at me. It was hard, back-breaking, nerve-chilling struggle days but I knew that I had to move ahead no matter what. And it paid me off as well - good returns! These struggles made me feel that I am not alone and I am also strong enough! Thanks God-JKB! Good one!

Economics

I left trading and reduced my economic activities - investment, selling, etc. I did this to finally breathe without worrying about my stakes. For a good period of time - I left blogging too. It is all to self-reflect and to get to the root reason - why I am doing this all - what is that one ultimate reason? Previously, I blogged because somewhere it gave me good returns as well in terms of hive-hbd. But it felt more like a job - a routine job! which I had to do to be able to reach my projections of side earning. Well one day, I said to myself - it's enough out of frustration and abandoned blogging. Money is not everything to me. I left my job for a brief period of time as well, to give myself a complete reset - a luxury only few can afford! 2/5 in this dynamic of my life - Poor!

Career

It was a good year, I thrived to give a good shape to my career prospect but it didn't materialize. I once felt like gambling with my career - I wanted to take my chances! But gambling is a loop and it leads to nowhere. Back to zero! I honestly also admit that I didn't put much of the effort, not even 60%, so the failure was in the clear sight. I don't want to repeat this same, because it causes a lot more problems in other dynamics of life. Now I know, why it is important to keep a career in the center. And I am putting in my efforts now, after learning from all the hardships which I eventually created for myself due to my past ill decisions. Average!

Health

It was a good year health-wise. I took good steps towards improving my health whether it was - gym, meditation, medication, leaves, or getting rid of negative activities. I am happy that I performed well in this dynamic of my life, which I was not expecting at the start. Good one!

Love-Life

I am an emotionally fragile person, its not that I can't manage my emotions but sometimes its hard to stop it. My dear one isn't happy too. Though my attempt is to win her but some way or another, opposite things happens. Its a part of my life to think about her and what's best I can do for her. I want to be a good person for her, best one for her. Don't know when I will become something which she will be proud of. I will continue to shower my each bit of love and care on her and I hope good days will come when we will both live lovingly with each other. I love her a lot.

Final Verdict - Good = 3.5/5

I have to do more right things to expect the right experiences. I can't sid doing nothing and expecting positive in my life. Even though I am putting in effort, but I admit - it is not enough! I need to multiply it. I have to make my career aspect as good as my health aspect and then it will have a trickle-down positive effect on other life dynamics - economics, struggle, love life, happiness! So the theme for the upcoming birthday year is

Embrace Struggle, follow discipline, reflect on happiness, and get my rewards!

Thank you

Yup, I am doing well! @sayee @inuke @bhattg @bala41288 @indiaunited!