Confessions of children learning to be adults

Hi guys, long time no see...
How is it going today?

I think that this post is like a comeback for me. I graduated at the end of March; maybe it was a big event in my life. After 5 years, I tried to study, and I was rewarded with a prestigious engineering diploma. To the present time, I have worked for about a year, and my life has significantly changed since graduating.

I used to imagine what I would do after graduating, such as: traveling somewhere with my friends and gaining practical experience; taking a photo of nature; the regional cuisine that I tested, etc. But I can't do that. I am unable to do it after graduation due to my ongoing family issues. After getting my diploma, I hurried to find employment so that I could support my family and myself financially.

These are the thoughts of a girl who recently turned 23 years old. Maybe you think I'm overthinking it, right?
I'm stuck in my own thought loop.
"How much money must be earned? Have I really tried my best at my current job? Do I love my job? And the important question is, Is everything going as I want it to?" Being an adult is really difficult. When I was a child, I always wanted to become an adult. When I grew up, I just wished time would slow down and, if possible, let me be a child.

I took this sunset photo while walking around the construction site where I worked. This brilliant sunset moment reminds me of my hobby of photographing nature scenes.
What do you think about my photo?
Thank you for reading my confessions. I really appreciate that.