A depressed event| Weird Throwback
It was the evening of 18th May 2020 in which all the students of the Department of English had to have a dinner together and this dinner is called the annual dinner.
It was quite a bright evening to see, but for me it was a very disappointing evening.My face looked down and depressed and I was not happy at all.
Usually I go to these kind of events with preparation and well dressing but I had no heart to go to this particular event but still with a stone on my heart I went there because I was thinking that such a moment does not come again and again in my life.
My all classmates know what happened with me and even with my fellows. My whole was sad but I was the reason of their sadness. I didn't want to talk to anyone but still I was keeping my face happy. I was pretending that I am enjoying. My fellows tried to cheer me up but my heart was not catching anything. Otherwise everyone knows that I am a party person.
There were so many things which were messed up in my mind and also in my real life. I was blaming myself that I am the sole reason for grief of everyone. At the same time I was bit sad over people's behavior. I wasn't expecting this much drama.
I know you( the reader) would be wondering that I am just complaining but not narrating the exact reason behind my sadness. I would just say one thing that there was communication error and gap due to which manipulation happened. Literally I cried. Still everything is okay and nobody cares.
There was a big crowd. I like crowd because there is fun but this crowd was just a mess and disturbing thing for me. It happens. When you are not mentally stable then everything looks weird and disturbing to you. I just want to escape from that zone. I didn't want to talk to anyone. I want to sit alone even In this crowd.
I took pictures because I was sure that I will surely write about this depressed day and depressed event of my life. Well I learned million lessons that day. I learned how to stay away from some people.
Well, leave all these complains- this annual dinner was an average event of my university life.
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Thats a shame that some people ruined a good evening for you. The food and venue look really great!
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But thankfully I came out of it.
Oh no, what happened Taha bro? I am unaware of the whole matter. You look pretty cool in that dress
Don't be over smart here. You already know what happened that day and the day before this event.
Wow the Russian Salad looks so tasty.
What really was wrong that got you feeling that way in such a beautiful and happy moment? 🥲
Your wears look good on you though, the decorations of the event is amazing too.
There is only one line to say that I was insulted so bad by my teachers and there was miscommunication.
Greetings friend, what a terrible situation I had to go through in that event that sounds very interesting and important for all the students, without a doubt these are things that get out of hand and no matter how much one makes a face or any excuse, it will not be worth it. sorry to feel bad. So friend, that year and this event served you for reflection and learning.
Yes this dinner will always be a life lesson for me and remain a tough memory of my university life.
Honestly I can only tell you that what surprises me is that you have gone to that dinner feeling so bad emotionally, I understand that you thought that moment would not be repeated, however I think that one must be happy to be able to spend a good time with friends or family at events like those, Otherwise you will only feel worse and you could even transmit the bad mood to others, we must take care of our needs, sometimes it is better to stay at home to reflect, pray, read or even cry if we feel like doing it, and after doing katarsis we can go back to our daily life.
It's very sad that you felt so bad on an important day for you and your friends.