Dímelo cantando - Ahora soy más fuerte [ESP/ENG]

_{Son By Four "- A Puro Dolor" Fuente}

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"Perdona si te estoy llamando en este momento
Pero me hacía falta escuchar de nuevo
Aunque sea un instante tu respiración"

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Sí, quería escucharle, sin embargo, no le llamaba, él no había dejado ni un milímetro de espacio para eso, así que era irracional hacer algo así. Pero entendía el sentido de la canción, de esas ganas inmensurables de agarrar el teléfono, pisotear el orgullo y caer ante la tentación, como si fuera una droga, sólo que sabía que después me sentiría peor, abandonada y más humillada.

"Quisiera decirte que hoy estoy de maravilla
Que no me ha afectado lo de tu partida
Pero con un dedo no se tapa el sol"

Es algo que me hubiera gustado hacer, al pasar el tiempo, poder decirle lo bien que estaba, pero para eso él tendría que llamarme primero, algo que nunca ocurrió. Al final, cuando superas a alguien, ya eso no tiene importancia.

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Cuando cerramos el cuento

Cuando sanan las heridas, quedan las cicatrices, ya no somos quienes solíamos ser, pero pienso que es justo lo necesario, para ir madurando, aunque sea a golpes.

Llega un momento en que nos sentimos en paz con nosotros y es cuando una canción como "Desde Lejos" de Santiago Cruz, es apropiada.

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_{Santiago Cruz "- Desde Lejos" Fuente}

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"Al pasar los días de mi calendario
Yo voy descubriendo que te quise tanto
Tanto para que no pesen los malos momentos
Muy por el contrario, ya no hay más pendientes
Todo está saldado
Y si me preguntas, yo ya hice las paces
Sin arrepentimientos"

Qué paz se siente cuando ya no sientes dolor, ni rencor y prefieres guardar sólo los buenos recuerdos.

"Que haya luz en tu vida yo quiero
Que si en la calle me cruzas de nuevo
Me sonrías y así desde lejos
Yo pueda ver que cerramos el cuento
Y que me guardas en ese rincón donde guardas
Las cosas que fueron tus sueños"

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En cuanto a tristezas, el amor ha sido el protagonista en mi vida y ahora que lo pienso, es una fortuna.

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Y ahora soy más fuerte

Es una ventaja del que sufre y se levanta, nunca vuelve a ser el mismo, pero a la vez es más fuerte y al saberse sobreviviente de una situación en la creía morir, siente que ahora puede con todo lo venga.

Me dio bastante tarea escoger una canción para este momento, una de esas que te ayudan a salir de una energía gris, pasé al menos un par de horas, escuchando una tras otra, disfrutándolas todas, notando que mi alma necesita más tiempo con la música; antes era mi compañera fiel y ahora son muy pocos los momentos en los que me doy ese gusto.

También me di cuenta de que las letras de las canciones que me alegran el día, no son edificantes, aún así, me encantan por su ritmo, porque siento que me mueven el esqueleto y me hacen sentir poderosa, como por ejemplo la de Gloria Trevi y Alejandra Guzmán, "Más Buena":

Malo, hasta lo bueno se veía tan malo
Hasta lo dulce me sabía amargo
Cuando te fuiste me quería morir

Creo que todos pasamos por eso, luego nos damos cuenta que es algo tan común, que no debería sorprendernos y, que además, la vida continúa.

Buena, cuando te fuiste me puse más buena
La cenicienta se volvió princesa
Y sin el sapo pudo ser feliz

Justo a eso me refiero 😂

La alta vibra de ese par me resulta contagiante.

_{Gloria Trevi & Alejandra Guzmán - "Más Buena" Fuente}

Y en cuanto a letra motivacional, de la que debes escuchar, repartirla para ti y asimilarla, de esa que te hace sentir que lograrás superarlo, que todo estará bien, seleccioné la siguiente:

_{HA-ASH - "Vencer el Pasado" Fuente}

Hoy busco las señales
Que aportan a mi vida
No pienso acostumbrarme
A ver tras un cristal
De falsas compañías

Esa decisión de no vivir un engaño, debería ser prioridad siempre.

Porque hoy voy a mirar diferente
Me siento más fuerte
Estoy decidida a lograrlo
Tengo hoy el mundo en mis manos
La suerte a un costado
Y hoy ya no pienso soltarlo

Así como cuando comprendemos que tenemos todo lo necesario para seguir adelante, que somos suficientes y que no queremos menos.

Me voy
Porque aún me quiero y me amo
Me voy

No pudo ser mejor dicho.

Disfruté preparar esta publicación, tanto que no pude colocar sólo dos canciones, pero fue lo que me inspiró este tema.

Por haberme acompañado en esta lectura:

ENGLISH VERSION

Music has a wider language than words have, it can even be used to heal. There are songs that can get us out of a hole and others that throw us into it, I think the smartest thing to do is to tune in to the music that makes us vibrate in the energy we want to move.

My dear @charjaim, has invited me to participate in the initiative Tell me singing, proposed by the beautiful @mosa71 and I loved the idea, so thank you! to both of you. Also, I'm pleased to cordially invite @purrix and @sacra97 to join the fun. Warm hugs to all of you.

When love hurts

Since I was a teenager, I thought I had control of my emotions, I had been educated to study and then think about love. However, in college, my heart betrayed me and I fell in love foolishly, I guess like almost everyone, if not everyone.

It was four years of a rose-colored courtship, I felt cared for, protected, loved. Shortly after graduating, we thought about our wedding, right after graduating. He left to do his thesis in another state and maybe a couple of months later, I had to hear over the phone what nobody wants to hear.

That story was over. I felt like I was falling from an airplane and couldn't reach the ground, it was a very painful time.

There is one song in particular, which for me was like alcohol in a rebound:

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_{Son By Four "- A Puro Dolor" Source}

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"Sorry if I'm calling you right now
But I needed to hear it again
Even if it's just for an instant your breath"

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Yes, I wanted to listen to him, however, I didn't call him, he hadn't left even a millimeter of space for that, so it was irrational to do something like that. But I understood the meaning of the song, of that immeasurable urge to grab the phone, trample on my pride and give in to the temptation, as if it were a drug, only I knew that afterwards I would feel worse, abandoned and more humiliated.

"I would like to tell you that today I am wonderful
That I was not affected by your departure"

It's something I would have liked to do, as time went by, to be able to tell him how well I was doing, but for that he would have to call me first, something that never happened. In the end, when you get over someone, it doesn't matter.

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When we close the story

When wounds heal, scars remain, we are no longer who we used to be, but I think it is just what is necessary, to mature, even if it is by blows.

There comes a time when we feel at peace with ourselves and that is when a song like "Desde Lejos" by Santiago Cruz is appropriate.

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_{Santiago Cruz "- Desde Lejos" Source}

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"As the days of my calendar go by
I'm discovering that I loved you so much
So much so that the bad moments do not weigh
On the contrary, there is no longer any pending
Everything is settled
And if you ask me, I've already made peace.
No regrets"

What peace you feel when you no longer feel pain or resentment and you prefer to keep only the good memories.

"May there be light in your life I want
That if you pass me again on the street
You smile at me and so from afar
I can see that we close the story
And that you keep me in that corner where you keep
The things that were your dreams"

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As for sadness, love has been the protagonist in my life and now that I think about it, it is a fortune.

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And now I am stronger

It is an advantage of the one who suffers and gets up, he is never the same again, but at the same time he is stronger and, knowing that he survived a situation in which he thought he would die, he feels that now he can handle anything that comes his way.

It gave me quite a task to choose a song for this moment, one of those that help you get out of a gray energy, I spent at least a couple of hours, listening to one after another, enjoying them all, noticing that my soul needs more time with music; it used to be my faithful companion and now there are very few moments in which I give myself that pleasure.

I also realized that the lyrics of the songs that brighten my day are not uplifting, yet I love them because of their rhythm, because I feel they move my skeleton and make me feel powerful, such as Gloria Trevi and Alejandra Guzman's "Más Buena":

Bad, even the good looked so bad.
Even the sweet tasted bitter to me
When you left I wanted to die

I think we all go through that, then we realize that it's so common, it shouldn't surprise us and, besides, life goes on.

Good, when you left I got hotter
Cinderella became a princess
And without the toad he could be happy

That's exactly what I'm talking about 😂

The high vibe of that pair is contagious to me.

_{Gloria Trevi & Alejandra Guzmán - "Más Buena" Source}

And as for motivational lyrics, the kind you should listen to, share it for yourself and assimilate it, the kind that makes you feel that you will make it through, that everything will be all right, I selected the following one:

_{HA-ASH - "Vencer el Pasado" Source}

Today I look for the signs
What they bring to my life
I will not get used to it
To see behind glass
Of false companies

That decision not to live a deception should always be a priority.

Because today I'm going to look different
I feel stronger
I am determined to succeed
Today I hold the world in my hands
Luck on the side
And today I will not let go

As well as when we understand that we have everything we need to move forward, that we are enough and that we want nothing less.

I'm leaving
Because I still love myself and I still love myself
I'm leaving

It could not have been better said.

I enjoyed preparing this publication, so much so that I couldn't place only two songs, but that's what inspired me for this theme.

For joining me in this reading:

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