Long Awaited Silverlining
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I have been struggling with crippling anxiety and constant worry for so long, majorly over the lack of confidence I have in furthering myself and making a future for myself.
I finally have grown an interest in a career path. My weight has changed insanely since getting on testosterone(my levels were low). I dropped 50 pounds now I'm gaining solid muscle.
I started to gain interest in writing again, and I enjoyed my time on Hive I just have not found much time. Debating making a couple of accounts, one for bodybuilding updates and information, and another for business, art, comedy, etc.
The name squids just seems too childish, but I would like other's input. I missed the community a lot here, but have not even been able to get anything done, let alone take the time to write a blog. My motivation has been in the gutter. I get burnt out on life's curveballs far too often.
My family has been treating my grandpa like a dog. He was sleeping with "ladies of the night" and they decided that made him unfit to live at home. Poor guy was forced out of the house he built with his own two hands.
Life is way too short, stop wasting time with jobs you don't like, follow your dreams, and shoot for the stars. No other way to reach there. and stick up for your damn elders!
Love you all, till next time @squids
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Good to see you are still trying to better yourself. Life is indeed, one endless chain of curve balls lol. Just means you gotta work on dodging them, or get a bigger glove!
On your account name, and making more accounts...
Your choice... your decision to make. But remember... a name, is just a name. Don't let it mandate who you are... or the content you create! Also... think about it; if you've no time for one account. What will you gain by creating more? Take a breath... get your footing. Remember... you can create drafts in PeakD. When you have time to create... finish the post. It's not how many posts you have... it's the quality of the content!
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Thanks for the input and the love <3. You have been the single greatest inspiration for my writing. I don't think I would have come back if it weren't for you and kitty and the whole terminal leaving such a lasting impression on me. Wish I had a set of friends like y'all IRL.
I have been solely focused on getting muscle in the gym, and everything that goes with it. That's why I have been debating making a second account, I have not met many weight lifters into reading and writing XD I figured it might be better to keep that kind of thing separate.
I have established this account fairly decently from my past blogging, I am going to follow your advice, as the name doesn't matter all that much.
Hive has taught me so many great things. Now that I have 3x the patience as my past self, 3 years ago. I can finally get back to writing, and trying to work through this monstrosity of a brain. (hint, autism) I'll dive into this topic in the next blog.
Good advice @wesphilbin! I often have a number of drafts waiting to be finished, then complete one when the time is right.
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This is deep. I love what you wrote and I’m happy you’re gaining your interest in writing again. Is this a new account ?
This account is a few years old, I started it in early recovery from harmful substances.
I have always quit jobs I couldn't stand, right away. I wish more people would focus on their dreams instead of worrying about petty temporary financial issues and being stuck in something they hate.
Just trying to find the silver lining in this chaotic mess 😆 Seems impossible to work through my feelings unless I write it down or talk about it.
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That’s nice
Wishing you the best of luck
Anxiety is horrible, I can understand well that state in which your thoughts go on their own and you just want to rip your head off to rest. It Sucks.
I'm glad you wrote again. For me it is a therapy and I have used my blog as a place to dump my ideas no matter how crazy they may seem. Sometimes I discover that they only seem crazy to me. 🙃
Let yourself be and flow as you want, whoever really appreciates you will be there for you and whoever doesn't... it's not important in your life! A hug. 🤗
It is always good seeing people writing again. I do have two accounts and it is a tremendous amount of working trying to hivefrom them properly. Properly to me means engaging. Yousaid it is hard to be motivated from one, but I get your point, postingbodybuilding updates and then everything else. I don't know but yes maybe make it like an actifit account.
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This is great advice... @squids... should you decide to create some Actifit content. Please do check out the content @palomap3 shares!
Totally agree, Paloma has some great content!
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