Being broke isn't something I want for myself.

As a child, it never occurred to me that I would have to start making money and strive hard. But as time passed, I started to feel like I needed to help my parent.

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It's what anyone would want to do. Help my parent so they don't have to work overtime every time. Not everyone might get this.

And there are certain times that you'll be able to help even though it's not based on monetary terms. Helping out at home, so they won't come back stressed. It's what most people are to do to help their parents out when they're young.

I helped when it comes to the things in the house. For instance, cooking, cleaning, washing and even making sure everything is arranged.

And with time, I noticed helping out that way might not probably be enough. So I thought making money would be a better way and they won't have to come back really tired.

But how do I make money?
That question made me rethink the decision I made and I decided that it's probably best to just start somewhere. So I did and the turnout was a bit successful. But for the fact that I was still a child, it kinda brought the success down.

And with the situation I'm in now, I don't want to go broke anymore. I might've been a kid and probably didn't know my wrongs from my rights but now I feel like I'm changed and I don't want to be as clueless and as childish as I was.

All I need is a way to spike up my financial status even while being a student. I feel like not calling home for my needs and wants will also be the same as helping them out because my expenses in school aren't really something to write about.

Actually, most of these dont really seem to be like a good reason for me to not want to ever be broke. And i have two reasins for that.

One of which is to learn to be dependable and also to be able to do things i want to do.

In the way of being dependable, i mean that i dont wanna ask anyone for things too much regardless of who the person is to me. Yeah, the moment ill be able to achieve that, i wont just be dependable, ill also be able to do things the way i want. and get the things i need or want.

and the other reason
i might have pretty much said it all under my first reason
but me being able to do things I want is a little different than most of what I said. in ways that I can go wherever I want whenever within a particular place. for instance, ill be able to go to my family's places without having to call anyone for the need of transport fares. or being able to just eat what I want and not succumb to my situation 😪😪

And most of these are the reasons I said to myself, "Being broke isn't something I want for myself"