I Am Just Tired Of Talking.

I am tired of talking about the same old things. I am tired of hearing the same old things. I just want to feel something new. Something different.
I have been talking for far too long. I am tired of talking. I want to do something, but I am too scared to do anything. I am scared that I might make a mistake, or say the wrong thing, or say something stupid.
I am tired of talking about the same old topics. I am tired of hearing about how our country is going to hell, or how we need to be more patriotic. I am tired of being told to watch my words, or that I am being divisive. I am tired of being told that I am a bad person if I am not a part of this group or that group.

I’m tired of talking. I’m tired of listening. I’m tired of being polite. I’m tired of trying to be a good person.
I have been spending too much time talking, not enough time doing. I have been going on and on and on about things I don’t need to, or couldn’t care less about. I have been saying things I don’t mean, or don’t have time to mean. I have been trying to impress people I don’t like, or don’t have anything in common with.

I just can’t take it anymore. I am tired of arguing with everyone about everything. I can’t even go on Facebook or even whatsapp without getting into a pointless argument with someone. It seems like everywhere I turn, someone is trying to start an argument with me.
I have spent the last few weeks arguing with everyone. I have argued with my close friends, my parents, mere friends, and even my neighbors. I can’t seem to go a day without getting into an argument with someone. I don’t know what has gotten into me.

I have been having a lot of arguments with the people in my life lately. I have been arguing with my best friend about where to eat for dinner. I have been arguing with my siblings about what TV show to watch. I have been arguing with my parents about what I should do with my life.
I am so tired of arguing and fighting with everyone. I have tried to be the bigger person and walk away when I am upset, but I just can’t take it anymore. I feel like I am going crazy. I feel like I have no one to turn to but i know one day things will better.