Before I Drink You Whole

Part of Macaire never wanted his cellmate and best friend, Fabius, to experience this, but another part of him did.

Every night the guard would take Macaire out of his cell and take him to the half-spider Lord Jabir. Macaire took off his clothes and laid on the bed, and Jabir buried his proboscis in different parts of his body and drank the semi-liquid contents of his body.

Weakness took over Macaire, and as the things around him gradually became blurred, he asked himself how long he could endure this situation and survive.

On the other hand, to be in the center of Lord Jabir's attention and create the highest sense of pleasure in his existence, extremely excited him and of course he cursed himself for this and said to himself why he had such a low feeling in his heart.

Fabius hadn't spoken to Macaire since he found out that he had turned himself into Jabir's food, and that was why Macaire wanted Fabius to be in his position to understand him.

That combination of fear and pleasure was not something Macaire could describe to his friend in words.

One night when he was lying on Jabir's bed and looking at the ceiling with a sad expression, Jabir sat next to him and put his hand on his head and started caressing him.
"What makes you sad, my lovely Macaire?"

"Fabius hasn't spoken to me for a long time. He thinks I come to you to get better food and clothes, and that's why he hates me.

I tried to explain to him what it means for me to present the contents of my body to you and how it gives meaning to my monotonous life in prison, but he did not understand."

Jabir smiled.
"He too will finally understand one day."

And he took his proboscis out of his mouth and plunged it into Macaire's stomach. Macaire moaned and Jabir started to suck the thick fluids from his body.

Fabius was sitting in the cell at that moment and felt guilty because he had not spoken to Macaire for a while. He said to himself:
"Tonight, when Macaire returns, I will speak to him kindly and try to persuade him not to go to Jabir again and not to humiliate himself like this."

But Macaire never returned to the cell. Jabir drank the entire contents of his body that night and wrapped his remains in a cloth and threw them in the lake below the window of his room.

Fabius fell asleep waiting for Macaire, and when he woke up in the morning and saw his bed empty, he felt a deep pain in his heart and something closed his throat. Tears gathered in his eyes and he said:
"No, don't tell me you left me alone my dear friend."

He threw himself on Macaire's bed and cried for a while. But when he raised his head, determination was on his face.
"I will avenge you."

He told the guard that he wanted to offer himself to Lord Jabir that night, and then sat down on the ground and began to plan how he would stick his fingers into Jabir's eight eyes and pull his proboscis out of his throat.

Knowing what Fabius was planning to do, Jabir was laying on his bed enjoying the rush of his hatred's waves towards himself.
"My Fabius, you know very well that you will stand no chance against me. But don't worry. I will give you a good taste of fear and pleasure before I drink you whole."