My Big Head

I can't carry my big head anymore
It's heavy and it's rolling unstoppable

I drew a cycle with a dot in the center
Could it be my head?
The weight comes from the emptiness inside or it's from the dot?

My heart is crushed
My chest is exploding
Why nobody hears me?

I am as load as hell
Does hell have sounds?
Hell is crowded but it's silenced
It's muted and that is the biggest suffer

The sun shines and it dries my body
Now I have to drink the rivers
With all the fishes and stones
The fishes make me drunk
I stumble and my big head hits the ground
But the ground is soft and receptive
My mother
I shall return to you