Neoxian prompt: still hopeful

What happened to me last year was that all of a sudden I lost focus on the things I do, life stopped making sense to me, I didn't know how it all happened, but all they told me was, It was some kind of fear that attacks my mind which makes me to feel depressed and lost most of the times and for me to overcome it, I needed to move to a new location to make things new for me.

I could remember that I was always in my bed and couldn't move, even if I hear the six o'clock alarm, also my commitment on hive started to wane, until a moment when it took a complete hold, I didn't know what to do because i always felt tired about everything but i am thankful for my little brother who came back from school and saw how my whole new lifestyle has been not good, he was the one who encouraged me, tried to see my problems, and he was also the one who gave me the idea to be strong, move and never to give up.

I know that last year was not a good year for me, if I must say that it was good, then I am not being real with myself, I also make financial mistakes, which was the cause of this fear, and to this day I am still trying to recover from those mistakes. But immediately i enter this year, I beat up my chest is because I am ready to recover from all the things I think I've lost, ranging from my commitment to Hive, my finances, and most of all, having my stable mindset.

Distractions can make our daily achievement slow because when you don't see yourself in the right place that you should be, it can be a problem, this year I set my goals that I'm going to do my best to achieve back myself.

But the thing is that, things in life isn't achieve in a hurry, it takes time to come by, i know by the end of this year because, I have put all my heart into the things I need to do and never to fall back again, it going to be so, i have learnt my mistake, never to allow fear to attack me and never to fall back again.