WHAT IF ALL MY LIFE HAS BEEN A LIE…

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It has been said since the beginning of time that ”a lie can keep on going for over twenty years, but when it’s time for the truth to surface, it will surely surface no matter how hard you try to hide it”. I just couldn’t help but laugh hysterically after reading the contents of this week’s prompt, the reason for my laughter was because of the coincidence between my thoughts and the prompt of this week…

I have actually thought about something like this in the past, especially when i just became an high school graduate. This thought ran through my head a couple of times in the past but then I laughed it off because it was too funny to be true, only for it to pop up in my head again last week after seeing a movie relating to it, today we have it here again and I think this is the best time to let it all out…

Honestly, if I were to wake up one day to find out my parents, I meant the ones who has brought me up this far in life aren’t my biological parents, asking a thousand and one questions would be my next line of action, and that’s the truth…

I don’t think my adoptive parents are to be blamed in this case, the only people or persons I would hate upon finding out the truth are my biological parents, I don’t want to know the reason why i was given up for adoption, my first feeling would be a feeling of betrayal and unlove…

The fact is that I won’t believe i was adopted without a legit proof, even after the legit proof I still won’t admit it for a while, especially if the parents who brought and trained me up until this point haven’t made me feel less or a stranger all my life. The truth is that I would hold no grudges against them and that would only be possible if i was treated right by them all my life…

If it were to be the other way round, I would hate both my adoptive parents and my biological parents for a long time, which means I won’t be forgiving them real soon…

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Moving on, if i were to find out my parents aren’t my biological parents and with this claim comes with a legit proof of my adoption, my next line of action would be quite simple and straightforward…

The first question i would ask my parents is if there was a reason why i was given up for adoption, if by chance they don’t have an answer to that, I would have to find out the why i was abandoned by biological parents, which means I would have to find them on my own, not for any reason but to get answers to all my questions before making a decision…

I need to know the reason why i was abandoned by my biological parents, with or without a good reason that won’t change anything between us, just for the fact that i was abandoned by them, they will remain a stranger to me…

My next line of action will be determined by other factors and that will be after I have gotten all the answers to my questions. If my adoptive parents never maltreated me or made me feel like a stranger or burden, I would never leave them, i will willfully chose to become their real child, but if i was maltreated and treated differently, i will leave both them and my biological parents, maybe one day I might find it in my heart to forgive my biological parents, and maybe accept them as my family again, but at that very moment I would run away from them…

In summary, it’s quite normal to feel this way and that is why my next line of action would be justifiable, irrespective of what i choose to do. My next line of action would still be based on how my adoptive parents treated me all my life, that would determine if I’d stay or leave…

In conclusion, I might forgive them all someday but that someday won’t be quite soon, they are my real family and if they are sorry enough I might be willing to forgive them but never going back to them. I would go back to my adoptive parents without any doubt if I was treated well all my life and vice versa if it was other way round, but that will be after I have vented all my anger and frustration out to them…

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