The Habit/trait I regret leaving behind.
Hello beautiful people of this great community,it's been awesome and amazing stepping into a new week.
I love the energy for this week and i anticipate for a stressful week.
Am here to write on the Topic:
What part of yourself (personality, character,trait/habit ) have you left in the past,but regret leaving it there?
If there's any habit, personality or trait i regret leaving behind,
it is a care free habit.
I grew up a happy a happy girl and i had lived a care free life right from childhood to a certain stage in my life.
I had prioritized my happiness and simple things made me so happy and i never gave room for worries.In most occasions i seized the moment and created the best out of it.
I had no fears,no fear of dead,no fear of failure nor rejection.
I was just so carefree to worry about anything.
Yes i couldn't control everything,but i enjoyed the flow,i was more relaxed and it was easier to be myself.
I took life simple and i wasn't perfect and i didn't even try to be.
but yet,good things kept coming my way and life seemed easier for me.
I hardly took things personal and i was too happy to notice offences.
But as i grew older i began to be more concious of life and i needed to be more organized.
I heard a lot of betrayals and I became more suspicious of persons around me.
I lost my peace and it affected my relationships with most people.
In the midst of all these i became hurt, betrayed and I became overprotective of myself.
I know life isn't too fair and the consciousness of it has driven me into anxiety of what could happen next.
I have lost my carefree habit and am suffering for being over cautious and concious .
I wish life can be perfect,but it isn't.
I wish i can let it go and relax or probably take back my carefree attitude.
I really regret how i let such trait/habit slide .
It was a powerful tool to peace and happiness.