Tuesday's Gift of Love
I was crying the whole night and day from Saturday, Sunday, and Monday. I felt being stabbed. There are so many reason why that I couldn't tell anyone about it. It's my own feeling that I kept for how many years. I couldn't accept judgment if I tell this so I just kept it between my heart and mind and to the one concerned. Otherwise, I was also devastated about certain things from family misunderstanding. Those were reason dragging me to the blue. It darkened my emotion. All of those things are private and I don't want to discuss it in public to respect myself. Everything happened for a reason and learned lesson from it though my heart still giving consideration and keep the best for me that could make me happy. God is the center why I do this. God gave it to me and I am hoping for His miracle and guidance.
While doing my job, tears were falling, I lost control from the time I got up from my bed sleepless. I forced myself to calm down but the pain never stop. God is good. He surprised me using someone dear to me that made me smile.
She came to the kitchen requesting me to cook noodles for her breakfast but she saw me in tears. My face turned color red and she asked me whats wrong with me. I couldn't speak. She left and returned with flowers to make me smile.
She hugged me and squeezed my face with her tender hands. I felt her affection and comfort. I love her like me daughter, since I only have only one son for real.
I kept the flowers for preservation until one week, it will be still looking fresh using sugar mixed in the glass of water.
I felt better keep the most when someone called me and we talked a lot of things. Then the strong sandstorm attacked once again that made me busy. It added burden to this week busy days but I am grateful that I am feeling better today than the previous days.
I swept the dust on the floor and I created a face of a man. I wrote what I am feeling and I love writing this words everytime I got a chance to express my feelings.
That's all for today and thank you for your support #hiveph, @asean.hive admin and community members.
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Thank you for dropping by.
I know what you feel, I know about the stabbing, how you sacrificed and gave up on your dreams, wishes and your child.
You feel as if you lost something precious but the most important is still with you. It's you, God and I'm here to cry with you.
We can walk and write in the sand what we feel and wait till the rain blows it away.
An angel gave you those roses, unexpectedly. Know that pain can never be felt in the same way but is recognized. Pour your heart out and let your soul breathe.
You know where to find me.
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On my God @wakeupkitty thank you my dear for the beautiful words. You inspired me once again. I closed my eyes last night after writing this post and now I saw it's 7 hours ago, the longest time of sleeping this week. I just woke up now and read your comment.
It's good to hear you were able to find some rest for a few hours. It's time to focus on you after all those years. You sacrificed too much and I am sure that god agrees with me it's your time to shine. No matter how hard it is know you are not alone! See this as a reward. You have friends, a lovely woman you see as your daughter. You survived so much and are skilled.
If you feel sad there's nothing wrong with showing it and sharing how you really feel. It doesn't make you a weak person but will even help others to deal with the same way. Together we can create something positive out of all the pain we have to endure because of those who took us for granted.
I think this is the way god rewards you for all the good you did, your hard work
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You never change since I met you and you are truly one of the best I knew and learned from your softened word to my deepest chamber of my heart.
Neither do you. You are a sweet caring person and it's high time what you do is just for you. You more than deserved it.
My friend we both are older now and we have no time to waste on nonsense. Let's try to do what brings us joy.
How was your day?
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Thank you all the time. 😇😇😇❤❤❤
⋆ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇ ғᴏʀ sᴏᴜᴛʜᴇᴀsᴛ ᴀsɪᴀɴ ᴄᴏɴᴛᴇɴᴛ ᴏɴ ʜɪᴠᴇ
⋆ sᴜʙsᴄʀɪʙᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴀsᴇᴀɴ ʜɪᴠᴇ ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴜɴɪᴛʏ
⋆ ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇ ᴀsᴇᴀɴ ʜɪᴠᴇ ᴄᴏᴍᴍᴜɴɪᴛʏ ᴠᴏᴛɪɴɢ ᴛʀᴀɪʟ
⋆ ᴅᴇʟᴇɢᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ʟɪɴᴋs 25 ʜᴘ⇾50 ʜᴘ⇾100 ʜᴘ⇾500 ʜᴘ⇾1,000 ʜᴘ
A big hug for you ma'am .
Thank you so much.