Don’t Wake The Demon Up

I actually wrote a 700 plus words post before writing this, and I just felt like leaving it in draft and just talk about how I feel right now and maybe post the details later on.

So it happened that yesterday was a rant about love, and today it was also about love too. Apparently, the universe is trying to push me into this love of a thing now that I have eventually moved past it.

The reason is that while I posted about love yesterday and how I've been single to stupor for years now and loving the experience, the freedom, and the heart aches this morning cane with another surprise conversation about my love life.

Assuming this person is on Hive I would've not been moved about it, but she's not on Hive and neither does she know anything about hive so why would she be talking about my love life barely 12 hours after I posted about it.

So it happens that I went to withdraw cash at this girl's place who is very fond of talking to me about many things, she's a bit older than me, and she has a fiance already, but some people still thinks we have something going on.

With that being said, what she talked about today was actually not the first time of her saying it but this time she was actually serious that I spent about 30 mins at her shop trying to explain to her why I'm a lone wolf.

Before this, she has asked about my girlfriend a couple of times and I have always given her the same response which was that I don't have one. So today she actually started connecting the dots because for over 6 months now that I'm back into the neighborhood I have never brought anyone home nor have I been seen with a girl having a stroll apart from my mom.

She said she now believes that I have been saying the truth, but her conclusion was that I seem to be shy to talk to a girl and that's why I am single. Wow, I need to ask dwayne if I am that shy because i honestly don't know anymore if that's the case.

Nonetheless, she said it's bad for a man to be alone which I agree because even God created female when he sees that the man is alone which should not be so.

This now got me thinking about when I was in uni, countless people do call me a playboy because of how I have loads of female friends but now that I've stayed away from that lifestyle and stick to focusing on myself and building a better future I seem to have been considered a shy guy who can't woo a lady.

It might actually be true but what if tomorrow start flirting around and embark on the Playboy path won't people start complain about it. In short, I concluded that ill stick to my personal development path for now and not let people wake the Yoruba demon in me up because I know what he's capable of.

Nonetheless, we can't please people because people will always have something to talk about, but i kind of hate it when I get dealt with the shy card.

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