The Life I Have
“Oh, it’s morning already. from what I remember, it was Monday but now it’s already Sunday. How time flies so fast but yet I didn’t have much time to enjoy the beauty of the day everyday.”
I’m not blind not to see the beauty of the world everyday. I’m not dumb to ignore the sparkling and brightening sun when it reaches daylight. It was sometimes so bright that it blinds someone when facing above; Sometimes as well can burn a human skin when staying outside for long. Though those things are hard for me to experience all day.
Barely, I can see all the passers in front of me, whether it’s a group of people or a single one. Also, often, I could only hear the sound of vehicles that already left my sight. I had things in mind, if not, I had things needed to be done. For example, a customer just bought something. There were times too, many customers were waiting for their turn to buy something. Oh, my apologies, I forgot to mention that in my own store I’m the attendant. It is I who watches over the store because out of the two of us my wife I’m the one who doesn't have a job.
Okay, for those people, you’re free to laugh but let me remind you of this. I finished a 4 year course but I decided to do business because I thought this is the efficient one to make my life even better when working. For the information of everyone, I grew up in poverty but I didn’t see myself could escape from it from working. Instead, doing business even though it’s frustrating sometimes not to do the things I really love. Well, writing is one thing I love as well but you know photography is my niche as well.
I always love to capture memories, the beauty and the happenings I might have seen. That’s why sometimes I feel frustrated when I can't go out taking pictures. Though it’s not always, that’s one reason itself why I’m being like this. You know, today is Thursday but I don’t recall that I was outside enjoying the scenery. Instead, many things are unsightly being seen in my thoughts.
Even though I understand the Kind of Life I have right now. It’s just that, I couldn't help myself not to feel despair when I can’t do things I love. Even so, this is the life I chose so I must live with it and forcedly, enjoy it.
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ABOUT ME
Paul was born in Macrohon, Southern Leyte but currently living in Cahayag, San Francisco Southern Leyte. He graduated the course of a BS Mar-E or Bachelor of Science in Marine Engineering in 2019. Although writing is his passion so instead of sailing he decided on writing.
He writes occasionally about random stuff he would see in the outside world. He loves to express what he feels through writing because he's not good at speaking personally.
He also writes fictional stories and emotions because he thinks life matters. He is hoping that his words could reach someone who might be feeling down.
Join me and support me through my adventures not just to the world but also to the human minds not to hate being alive.
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