To the sky, I looked up while hoping for answers. Felt the wind asking for a comforting feeling to tell me it will all be alright. Deafened with all the discrimination and being underestimated. I sat, again looking up at the sky, still wishing for the dreams to come true. Indeed, we have no power to tell what kind of future we will have.

I kept chasing and chasing the wind I have never seen. Because of the sacrifices, there were times I felt like I was alone. I wouldn't deny, there were times I let my tears fall in order to lessen the disappointment I felt. I hid it. I didn't want to show it so they wouldn't boo me again. I knew that they were just waiting for me to fail. I knew they were waiting for me to give up all my dreams. I knew they didn't want me to be happy so they could continue to belittle me.

However, I will not stop. I will not let go of the dreams I long to have. I don't care if they'll just laugh at me. No dreams are easy to make a reality. I will continue moving on while striving. If fate will change my direction just to lose me on track. I will not stop walking until I am back on the right path. I've been longing for this to happen so surrendering is not an option.

I may look pathetic in the eyes of many. They might not see me as a successful person in their opinion. I will let them do as they please as long as I am determined to make it come true.

Yes, compared to me I may be nothing. Compared to them I may look like trash. Or what kind of low person I am to them. Their words and actions can not stop me.

I will continue dreaming. I believe. I am confident that in time soon. I will not cry in my sleep. They will for sure wonder why I'd be laughing even if my eyes were closed. I know for sure that dreams will not be empty when you never stop seeking them.

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ABOUT ME

_{Paul is the name but prefers to be called mrnightmare that feels like living in the dream. A country boy and a dreamboy (dreamer) who likes to stay in a small village even though it means abandoning the future to become a seaman. The passion is writing but not sailing in the vast ocean. Don't wonder if the face will not be shown, this is better where the words can flow smoothly. Come, you can tell me your stories and I'll tell you mine. Together, let's explore the world by broadening our thoughts. If you need a shoulder I can lean you mine and I hope I can lean yours. The world is fun when living is not being alone but with someone.}

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