You Have it in you
Your mind is the Corel draw of your life being. It just works as a mathematical phenomenon, what you input inside is what you get. One can't input error and get right things, you input error,you get error. The mind being the Corel draw explains that the mind plans and draws it all before manifestation. What the mind haven't drawn its not actualized yet.
How vigorous life activities can be,how busy the mind can be all the time,how challenging life affairs can be,how noisy it can still be, then at that sphere ,something is embedded too. Trying to map out plans,trying to reach a particular expectation, trying to have it all sorted out, but inside is this weakness and doubt that it can't be done,very normal to humans as the mindset of belittling the potentials and capabilities embedded in one tries to be the main issue as things turn out covers.
A story of mine that made me come up with this as its all working out and unveiling it right inside where it seems that it can't be done, then the green light shows off. In a particular stage of my life I was battling with the mediocrity life style,living a low esteem life,to the extent that I find it difficult to interact with people and ask questions on things I don't know, this creeping inside of me as I was loosing things, but how do I help myself out as I keep on dying inside of me. How can I be helped as I loose and finish out the more not until something led to another and the thing in me rose up, I said something by bypassing until one besides finds meaning inside of it and laughed me to skull. The monster in me rose up as if it was pushed, then I started manifestation, started improving and starting putting things to work, developing myself the more as I wanted to prove a point, then here I am today, I even do it much more than my peers in there. It was a case study of my academic life.
Have you being on a crossed road, don't worry, many have gone through such you are right now, but didn't give and now serving as a cloud of witnesses. The solution lies right where you are, you have it in you.
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