The Mess

I don't know why I am so idle about certain things or it is me who stays tense with the other things that doesn’t give me any peace of mind. Whatever it is, one thing is for sure I am losing myself slowly and steadily. You know? Me, As the most unorganized guy, my lifestyle is messed up like hell.

You know what, it's been a month since I was told to drop a CV to someone whom I approached personally in the first place. I am just postponing myself with excuses one after another and still haven’t made that yet. I can't even imagine the impression that person might be having around me, right now. Actually, I am just thinking useless things regarding that CV work, first of all, I was thinking about a soft skill certificate to be acquired to add to the CV before submission. On the second place, I thought of completing the final exams that I have mentioned in a few of my past posts so that I can add that to my CV as well. Now that things are over, I am delaying because of my idleness.

📸 Robert Bye

For the last few days, I have been on a run, and have been busy with some conferences. But still, apart from these I was roaming unorganized, spending carelessly, going over the miles, and at the end of the day, finally, when I am at home right now, it's been a mess that I have spread over the last few days that is beyond my means to fix now. So should I leave it as it is? No way, somehow I need to fix this, right? On it right now.

Let's go a little bit off-topic, I was writing this last night and fell asleep while writing, lol. Now, when I woke up, it's been raining since morning. We are going through multiple heat waves, and this rain came as a relief. But, the matter of concern is that it's a sign of a possible storm towards our country. And every year, there is a storm that comes and does a lot of damage, especially for the poor. Flood and river erosion take away their land and homes, even many die as well. So when people like us are getting happy from the rain inside our brick houses, there are tons of people trembling with fear in the nests. May Allah help us from all kinds of disasters.

So it's better to sit tight and work on the mess that I have spread over the last few days before it turns things even more messy. So yeah, that's it for now, have a great day.