My Days !!

Every night, I would be like, “Let's make some plans for tomorrow, the morning will see a new me, a productive one.” But in the morning, forgetful me, get busy with what's coming ahead, and waste time doing this or that, and barely any productive staff takes place. Well, I had guests, and due to the Eid festival, they are leaving tomorrow, maybe I can get enough time from tomorrow? See? Excuses after excuses, knowingly or unknowingly, appear in the context.

It's very weird when I feel lazy and do some things that I shouldn't have done. Like what? I have a few responsibilities, like I need to teach someone for a project, paid one. So I am bound to go as per the contract. Though I have the flexibility to miss a day and fulfill it later, I don't wanna do that to make things look like that. The coming week might be a hard one for me, I need to miss a few classes. So, I have a tight schedule coming so it's absolutely no-brainer to mess things up now. I was in a dilemma, whether to go or not, I do believe if the mind is absent in doing a task then it's wise to not step into that as we won't be able to give our fullest. In the end, after spending thirty minutes deciding, I attended the scheduled place and did my job.

📸Jonas Allert

Life is all about managing today and leaving it for the coming day, and then what? Eat, sleep, and repeat? Lol no, this formula is what keeps you above the weather but would never teach you to fly high in the sky, telling from my experience, maybe this is the root of my failure. I am just somehow managing things to pass every single day and the same things go on the next day, but how long like this? Not very long.

Another funny thing is with a junior. He is expecting to sit for a public exam on the coming 30th of June. I have tried to explain to him so much to make a routine and cover things and find the lackings so that I can help him to clear those problems. He was carefree and now that only seven days left he is panicking, coming to me hurriedly and saying, “Brother, I have problems in this, this, and that topic.” I am like, now? One of these would take at least a week to understand and practice. As we passed this situation I knew something like this and that’s why I warned him repeatedly but he was indifferent. Trying to help as much as I can in the short time…..

See? That's why my days are going, trying to improve with a strong will but finding it hard to execute as planned. Got anything for me? Feel free to share your opinions and thoughts so I can utilize them for the greater good. Keep me in your prayers.

Have a great day,
Take Care!!