Lost in the Night

Sleepless nights have always haunted me like nothing in my life. No matter whether I am stressed or at night, I will waste the most important hours of the night doing nothing and then sleep in the early morning when the whole world is grinding hard for success and I'm doing the opposite. I guess this happens with most of the procrastinating addicted people like me. Yeah, tons of hours get wasted like this. For me, it's on a daily basis that I am not being able to eradicate, no matter how much I am trying to do so.

When we leave home, life teaches us new lessons that we never had or thought of. I think this are important phase of life to be able to learn the surviving instincts.

Surviving instincts? I asked one of my friends about exploration tours, he was more focused on exploring lifestyles. Like what? His plan is to go to those day laborers, observe their talking and thoughts, go to the rural bazaars and see their way of business. He wants to walk on the busiest streets, unorganized places, raw places to see the lives there. Point to mention that he was a corporate guy. Yeah, he ditched his job for a break and now wants to taste those raw lives that were untouchable throughout these days as he was stuck in corporate life. I wasn’t in a job but the situation is the same.

I want to explore as well, life is short, and who knows when is the time to get confined. So it is better to walk before that, walk to explore not to fulfill any routine checklist.

Wanna hear a fun thing? Oftentimes I end up doing something that gives me pleasure, yeah my own deeds, hahaha. Right now, there is some load-shedding problem going on throughout the country. Frequent load shedding multiple times. What I did is that I had downloaded a few podcasts, audio ones, that I was never a fan of. I used to watch documentaries or some specific podcasts that too with proper videos. But now I am addicted to these audio podcasts, strange. I plug in my earphones, lie down on the bed, and put the phone aside, closing my eyes I start drowning in the voices. Sometimes I write down some notes for later but yeah, enjoying them to their fullest. Eight out of eighty plus is done so far. Tend to catch them within two months or so.

So yeah, life is going on, just like spices that have a variation of tastes. One makes the other one's presence worth something to value.