Hoping for Brighter Days
Here I am, to write the words that I am dying to express but none to share with, why? I am a bit sensitive when it comes to judgments like what the person would think of me after hearing these. The same would be towards a psychologist as well, as long as he is sitting in front of me I would feel like, “What's going on in his mind?” I know they have their own ways to convince but still, I am afraid to share things with people. But, honestly speaking, I am open to all, they share their heart with me and I am ready to help them out without anything like these that I am afraid of myself, and I have done that several times as well and got positive feedback as well. It's like I am fixing myself with
Let's talk about myself, not in plain text but in riddles, just for the sake of the peace of my mind that I was able to speak out the congested thoughts out of my mind. The life I am living is not an ideal one, no way one can have so much struggle in daily life, no way. Responsibilities are imposed one after another, no way I can say or run away. Every day I am like, this shall pass too and there comes another problem and I pray the same that this one would go away and there comes another. Life has been going on like this.
As I am sitting on my PC and typing on the keyboard at almost 1.30 AM, I am remembering myself exactly two years ago. Not broke like this, nor the pressure of so many responsibilities like now. I was carefree, doing whatever I wanted as this is the day to enjoy and the next one can be seen when comes. Now everything I wanna do I feel like I am in chains, things to fulfill before doing this or that.
I still remember the days when I would sleep as much as I could, I used to say, “I lay on my bed, keep my phone aside, and I fall asleep within a few minutes and a peaceful sleep what we call quality sleep.” and now? Trouble in sleeping can sleep much, dark circles and whatnot. It's going to be two years since I don't watch movies on a regular basis, I have completely stopped watching in fact. When your life is full of insecurities then this kinda entertainment is like a luxury beyond affordability.
These are just a few decisions that have thrown me into such a complex situation, coming out of them is way harder than I had thought. Yeah, I knew these were coming and still I have embraced them thinking I would be able to overcome them but guess what, they have outnumbered me, I had underestimated them and now struggling terribly.
But yeah, I know the situation will come around soon, I will be having better days for sure. But when? That’s the answer I am looking for standing straight.
Better days are near
Just keep on doing what you know how to do best. Struggles can’t last forever and that’s one thing that is certain
Yeah, I too believe that.
Keep me in your prayers.
Greetings,
Sending virtual hugs and understanding to those struggling with life's complexities. Hope for brighter days ahead.
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Thank you for the good wishes, means a lot, I do pray and hope the same for you.
I wish u all the best for your future ❤️
If u need me, I am just a dm away.
Ah, so sweet, thanks a ton buddy.
Life never goes the same. Identify what bothers you the most and try to solve it, maybe not permanently if not possible but find a way to make a path to solve it. This dark situation is part of life. Don't worry much.
My life has changed so much in the last couple of years that people don't recognize me now but I'm trying to accept it.
A big hug for you.
Yeah, I am trying to work on them to get rid of them as soon as possible.
Thanks a lot for the advice and the warm wishes, may Allah help you too to cope with the situation.
Best wishes. 😊
Sure! May you find peace ✌️