Days Ahead

If you ask for life updates, I would say it's constantly changing. Still alive and kicking hard to go forward. Every day or week it's getting different from the one I have left behind, getting a bit more challenging and wild. I don't know how long I will be able to hold this way but I am pretty sure that I must go on for better days.

The break is over, gotta go back to the city that I used to hate a lot for being so inhuman that it runs like robots 24/7. You have none but yourself there, the more you look for shoulders to be dependent on the more behind you will fall in the run of survival. Hell yeah, stayed there for a month straight, it was completely different from the one I stayed for 4 months 5 years back. I was in my relative's place for studies and now in an unknown residence for something good in the coming days. This place and the people are trying to teach me the actual shits of life, welcoming me to reality.

Place that I was astonished to see from someone's balcony. What an amazing view it was! I thought sipping a cup of tea on a moonlit night would have been an amazing experience but it wasn’t possible here. But yeah, I did this in the Cox's last year, from the balcony of my room from here the world's longest beach was clearly visible and the sea water was like the lemon color at night from the distance.

I am on my bed, writing this one, just like the old days when I used to spend countless sleepless nights, watch movies every night like it was an addiction and write something to clean my mind. Those days are long gone, right? I do still cherish those moments, could have been better utilized.

Will be returning back to that city of robots for a robotic life. This time, for better possibilities and some better hopes. Planning to stay there for another month perhaps until I come back home. Right at this particular bed, my room. Well, it doesn’t give comfort like before it used to do a few years back, like two or three. I really wanna go back to that time, so many lives to be corrected from eternal suffering. Is it possible? No! Will the be a day when time travelling will be possible? Ever? I guess, No. Because certain things are better-left mystery by the creator for us to crave and see our limitations of us.

Whatever, time for a pause because it's getting late for bed. Gotta get up early in the morning and it's going to be a very very very busy day for me. See ya!