De Angustia en Angustia😖😖 || From Distress to Distress😖😖 [Esp-Eng]

Creo que muy pocas veces he escrito aca para expresar buenas emociones, o bueno, emociones alegres, porque al final todas las emociones son buenas, nos ayudan a descubrirnos en diferentes etapas de la vida, que tan fuertes o fragiles podemos ser, pero ultimamente ando en una ola de malas situaciones, y no les voy a decir que soy la ultra mas positiva del mundo, pero intento hacerlo, practicar buenos habitos, pensar positivo, agradecer, y saben?? Siento que no funciona, porque es una mala situacion tras otra y yo me pregunto ¿Chuito tu me quieres demostrar que soy fuerte fuerte? Porque si es asi, puedes hacerlo por partes, no me mandes las pruebas una tras otra 😖 Dios santo me voy a halar de los pelos un dia de estos.

I think that very few times I have written here to express good emotions, or well, happy emotions, because in the end all emotions are good, they help us to discover ourselves in different stages of life, how strong or fragile we can be, but lately I am in a wave of bad situations, and I am not going to tell you that I am the most positive ultra in the world, but I try to do it, practice good habits, think positive, thank, and you know? I feel like it doesn't work, because it's one bad situation after another and I ask myself Chuito, do you want to prove to me that I'm strong? Because if so, you can do it in parts, don't send me the proofs one after another 😖 Holy God I'm going to pull my hair out one of these days.

Y quizas lo que para mi es un problema gigante es una simple pequeñez antes los ojos de alguien mas, pero cada quien carga si cruz, como dicen!

And maybe what for me is a gigantic problem is a mere trifle in someone else's eyes, but each one carries his own cross, as they say!

El mundo no es para debiles, eso está claro, cada dia trae su afán, y debemos tratar de fortalecernos dia tras dia, pero hoy a mi se me hace mas que dificil, y me pongo a pensar y observar mi entorno y estoy super clara que me afecta demasiado, que las vibras tienen un super poder sobre nosotros, que si vivimos rodeados de malas noticias, peleas, un mal ambiente total, tarde o temprano, nos cala. Y ayer escuché "La mala intensión se paga, tarde o temprano se paga" y yo me pongo a analizar y digo "¿Será que si he sido mal intensionada y por eso estoy pasando estos momentos?" porque me parece increible, yo trato de hacerme la fuerte por mi familia, pero sencillamente por dentro soy una bomba de tiempo

The world is not for the weak, that's clear, each day brings its own eagerness, and we must try to strengthen ourselves day after day, but today it is more than difficult for me, and I start to think and observe my environment and I am very clear that it affects me too much, that the vibes have a super power over us, that if we live surrounded by bad news, fights, a total bad environment, sooner or later, it gets to us. And yesterday I heard "Bad intentions are paid, sooner or later they are paid" and I started to analyze and I said "Could it be that I have been bad intentioned and that is why I am going through these moments?" because I find it incredible, I try to be strong for my family, but simply inside I am a time bomb

Y hoy, aca sentada en el baño, dandome 20 minutos de soledad, escribiendo este post, quiero dejar claro que el dinero no compra la felicidad total, pero si te deja bien bien cerquita, hoy el 90% de los problemas que paso se solucionarian con un buen ingreso economico, con el que NO CUENTO, entre todas las cosas que han pasado, me quedé sin trabajo, mi negocio se fué a pique y estoy a duras penas acá!! Y hoy, justo hoy, como si no fuera suficiente, tengo a la bebé con una fiebre que mas tarde en bajarle, que en volver a subirle 😕 desde anoche esta asi, y si hay algo que me pone mal es ver a mi hijos enfermos, es ese sentimiento de "que me enferme yo, pero ellos no" lastima que la vida no funcione asi… solo le pido a Dios que me la sane, y que esta tormenta de emociones poco a poco vaya pasando💜

And today, sitting here in the bathroom, giving myself 20 minutes of solitude, writing this post, I want to make it clear that money does not buy total happiness, but it does leave you very close, today 90% of the problems that I am going through would be solved with a good economic income, which I DO NOT COUNT on, among all the things that have happened, I lost my job, my business went down and I am barely here!!! And today, just today, as if it wasn't enough, I have the baby with a fever that takes longer to go down than to go up again 😕since last night she is like this, and if there is something that makes me sick is to see my children sick, it's that feeling of "I get sick, but they don't" it's a pity that life doesn't work like that... I just ask God to heal her, and that this storm of emotions will pass little by little💜.

Y les doy un consejo, expresen lo que sienten, de forma Oral o escrita, pero saquen eso que llevan por dentro, porque sin duda ayuda a sentir que la carga es menos pesada.

And I give you a piece of advice, express what you feel, orally or in writing, but get out what you carry inside, because it certainly helps to feel that the burden is less heavy.

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