In the grip of madness

My mind feels stormy as a ocean,my thoughts crashing against each other.I can't pin point which is reality and which is not.I feel lost,worrying and fears draining me out....I can't think straight.

Even sleep offers no relief and every decision feels problematicc.Amidst all a part of me saw something's wrong and cries out for help.but finding a helper is hard.Is no one in sight,i fear i might do whats not right Am I not loud enough,is no one within reach.

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I am inbetween surrendering to chaos and fighting for control,am trapped in this inner battle,ohhh no,my mind is a war zone, and darkness keeps on closing in.

A little form of awareness remains,urging me to hold on to sanity,But the grip of madness tightens and won't let me go.,time means nothing and anxiety consume me,is this just an illusion or reality, am torn.

As the darkness tightens, the search for escape begins.Will I succumb,give in to it or pull back,seems am now on the edge,a step could either be helpful or disastrous,what to do.....The question resoundss,In the grip of madness will you break free or be forever lost in its grips?.