Were you popular in high school or not?

It's funny how sometimes I feel like I attract things with my thoughts. Just a little while ago I was talking to my brothers about "the invisible" that I tend to be. I really don't consider myself a relevant person. During my student days I was always that ugly friend who was only someone else's company when they needed it, but nothing relevant and very replaceable. At first this affected me a lot because I consider myself someone loyal to whom if you give affection they give you back three times as much. But with time and life I have been forced to not let myself be affected because the years go by and that hasn't improved.

So I have never been popular and at school I was rejected in many ways, a notable one was when I had to change schools and I arrived at one where everyone knew each other as kids and although over time I adapted and managed to make friends, in none of them I was what they were for me and at the first problem I was the easiest to discard, that is why currently in my life I only have one friend who is the one who accompanied me in my university years, with whom I went through everything, but the rest has always become a bit more of the same.

The funny thing is that in the only year in my life that I had “many friends” was when I was 15 years old and that was because everyone was friends with everyone just to be able to go to parties 😂❤️, the rest was all tragedies.