DESPONDENCY

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They keep saying that there is nothing wrong with you
but no one else sees the world like I do
every word has intricate meaning to my l
and every action makes me even sadder
I can't even retaliate this world was not made for me
I try my best not to drown in tears
stay strong they tell me because it is expected of me
why did I have to be born in this world?
Why do people have to treat me so badly ?
What offense did I commit to deserve this

I tried to escape find a reality away from reality
but they stretched out their arms tried to compel me
I fell and was drawn back just to be faced with endless depression
then I was alone again but this time with no escape
I have tried and endured
but from the eyes of the ignorant it is just an act
they say at least I am alive
but I wish to ask what kind of life is this
is it truly worth living life in this era
were talents such as mine has been replaced with AI
I tried to adapt lest no one say I didn't
over and over again what is left is perfection
that which I cannot give
at this point all that is left is to leave it all
after all if I perish there are thousands more to replace me
would anyone miss me when I am gone
or will they blame me for taking the easy way out

Your friends are your greatest comfort at this time
you mean fellow humans with which I share an emotional bond with
they are the worst things that ever happened to me
after all they are the reason I ended up this way
they told me to relate more to have more self confidence
but can anyone truly relate to suffering
can you feel the emotional pain I feel every time...
what am I even saying if they can't understand who else can
before my demise I think I would try some drugs
I heard they give you temporary relief
happiness if you will perhaps that was all I needed all along to be happy

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***I do hope someone reads this and know they are not alone
after all thus might be my final draft
don't give up like me you are stronger than that

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