Always take me back to a decade ago; why have I always dreamt of my college life?

Lhes, wake up. Do you have a class? My mother called me with a high-pitched voice! I wonder why I sleep too long. Now it's already past six in the morning, and considering how far our house is from school, I will definitely be late!

In a flash, I left the bed and took a bath. You know when in a hurry things you needed went missing, ahh where is my uniform? After a few minutes of cramming, I was finally done and left home. Our house was in the countryside, and I needed to walk for a kilometer before reaching the main road. After that, I will ride in a tricycle and jeep.

Walk faster, Lhes, or you will be sorry.

Thankful it's summer time as the river was dried, there is no need to take off my shoes before crossing. Though sometimes I didn't see that stone. That was a big help, but one wrong move of my feet made me drenched wet!

Oh goodness, why my grandmother bought land too far from the city? It was so tiring to walk every day and pass by these places, especially at night! There might be an engkanto.

Those dried coconut leaves are where most of us hide our slippers on rainy days. We wear slippers from home, and after crossing the river, we change to shoes.

Sweating, I arrived at school, and I was right all along, kind of late for the first subject. For a while, I sit on the bench while waiting for the next class.

*Lhes, I thought you were absent today. A friend approached me.

Oh, no just I overslept.

Yeah, that was what I was wondering about as we have a long quiz in our next subject.

There is what? I am dead. Should I attend the next class? I don't know what's happening, but I didn't remember to review, and it seems like my brain was clogged.**

Me during the college days.

Still, I attended the class and ended up getting a ZERO score 😖. I felt so ashamed of myself. Can I just disappear?

Have you ever had a recurring dream, if so what was it and do you take any meaning from it? Use your own photos.

This weekend topic of @galenkp and you can check it here.

I don't know, but for here, I kept on dreaming, and the scene was always the same. During my college days, I took exams but always ended up failing. It's either getting zero scores or didn't make it to arrive on time.

I even searched the meaning on Google, and it says;

Dreams of failing an exam can indicate real-life fears and insecurity about your ability to pass. They can be a sign of underlying insecurity, fear or anxiety. Failing an exam in dreams may also indicate that you can face obstacles that can make you upset in your life

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Really? Most people might see me as having a strong personality, but yeah, I have that insecurity sometimes. Anxiety that I am thankful I have overcome. Fear? This new phase in life that I am currently in may be the reason why I dreamt again last week. What feelings and thoughts Can we give our son a good life? Can I go back to work again? Was it a correct decision to leave work for a while and take care of our baby?

Perhaps time will tell. Ah, I don't want to worry now 😆

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