It is a real pleasure to be sharing my feelings with you again, they have been days full of emotions, closing cycles and struggling to let go of things that came crashing down from last year, but that's life, it's not easy to deal with the day to day or rather with my whole life, that's why I make the most of the good times while I can.

There are people who have marked our lives in surprising ways, those you meet from one day to the next and feel as if their connection lasted years, even a hunch or something more than that that makes you think they know each other from past lives. and others that have been built since the beginning of our childhood, such as those family ties that we feed full of feelings, affection and fun.

This post will be a mixture of emotions worth capturing.

I tell you that after receiving the Chinese New Year, which by the way corresponds to my sign, I told myself that it was a good time to express my joy, I made a small video that I shared through my social network states, wishing you that 2023 was the best year of their lives, along with that, to add, that night an old friend asked me to help him get his wife back because he felt he was losing her.

Since I know the character perfectly, I asked him what he had done first and to be honest, although I already knew the whole story from his wife who is also my friend.
When he told me that he had been unfaithful with a friend and that he got her pregnant, I couldn't support the fact that he told me that he was in love with both of them, knowing that lately he was abusing his wife psychologically, no matter what, I told him what that I thought sincerely and immediately declared myself as his enemy.

I felt relieved and with a feeling of happiness because I did not feel comfortable maintaining a friendship from more than 10 years ago, seeing and listening to how he treated his wife, the fact that they discussed in my presence when I visited them and having to keep quiet about their infidelities really affected me. because he was my friend and I didn't want to hurt his wife any more and incidentally it was not my place to intervene in that matter, luckily I will only keep the friendship of my friend Lisett because she is a wonderful person and deserves more than crumbs of the supposed love that he I swore

This time I took advantage of the Chinese New Year to do my energy cleanings and be 100% honest with anyone who asked me for opinions or advice, but many people don't like to hear the truth, in short, going back to family ties.

A day later they gave me the news that one of my cousins died. His name was José Luis and although I see death differently, it was inevitable not to feel sad, but in this case not because of him, in fact I envy him because he lived through what he had to and he returned to the source or rather home, where the love of God wraps him up, out of worries and more.

Something happens in my body when a relative dies and it is difficult to explain, but I will only tell you that discomfort begins to generate in my foreign body, it would seem that I can feel the pain of my family, I let nostalgia cover me and I I was feeling since after the news everything made spiritual sense to me.

Previously I did not want to accept what was happening to me, I am talking about those things that cannot be explained like this, normal guy, but surely Dolores Cannon, Jacobo Grinberg and even Nicolas Tesla would understand perfectly.

In short, this set of feelings led me to connect with the most beautiful memories I had with my cousin, he called me cheeky from a very young age, in fact he told me that he changed it to catheter because I pronounced it that way when I was a baby and it was very funny to him. I remember that the love that my cousin gave me filled me with joy, when I got to my aunt's house I always looked for him first and when I was a teenager I traveled with my parents to a town called Uberito and it was the first time my cousin saw me. drunk and we were even (laughs), he told me he was surprised at how big I was and that's where he got to know my personality and guess what? He told me: Cousin, you're crazy but I love you anyway . That was the only thing that mattered to me that the family respected my beliefs, my style of music and that they didn't judge me but loved me for who I am.

I will carry him in my heart as well as all those loved ones who have left the physical world.

Thanks for reading my post and for your support, remember that you are all great and that it doesn't matter what people think of you, the only thing that matters is that you know who you are and the one who loves you will do it without judging you.

P.D: I love you because I love myself.