Surreal image a look full of tears

Today I come to you with my surrealism. To make this work I needed desire, coffee and ear sticks.

The picture depicts the last look full of tears, done in a surreal way ( I'm not an artist so for me everything is strange) First with a stick I applied a little and spread, and the next I changed the colors. I do not have photos because it suddenly came like artetism so this is the only drawing in this technique. More will not be created.