Does it worth it??

I have been single for two years and obviously i am at a point where I feel the need to be loved again and have a girlfriend.

My last relationship wasn't the best, we had alot of issues , our behaviours were clashing and we had alot of arguments and disagreements.

In recent times,I have approached alot of girls and spoke to them but it somehow just ends in the talking stage era, we never take it to the next level or try to be more than friends.

There was a girl i approached last,she was giving me the proper vibe I needed from a girl, we where really enjoying getting to know each other and somehow i developed feelings for her . Later on, I told her how I felt about her, and she just ghosted me and kept me aside. I tried reaching her again but it was just in vain. At this moment i had alot going through my mind , "Did she get the ick?? ,Did I do anything wrong, or she just never liked me on a deeper level.

Now I said to myself ,does it really worth it?? Do I really need a girlfriend in my life right now?? Can't I just be alone and enjoy my life with friends and families??

Girls don't make things hard for who they like, infact they try to create time for someone they love and cherish,so if a girl is playing hard to get,then she probably doesn't fancy you ,maybe she is just enjoying your company.

I have been rejected many times than Atiku has rejected from becoming the president of Nigeria, that I just think it would be best for me to get my shit together,work more on myself,hustle and make more money,eat good food,live a good lifestyle and just enjoy each day as it comes. I am a believer of the saying"what will be,will be", if is time for me to have a girlfriend then I think that would come naturally without me having to force any vibe or try to persuade someone to be mine.