Evaluating the life

It's the 19th of December months and a few more days to go to the end of the year. I just feel like the year started a few weeks ago and now it's almost the end of the year. It's like my time was stolen somehow. I know it's kind of ridiculous and weird thinking because i passed all the time for real and there is no chance of stealing time.

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All of a sudden I realized it again because today was the last class of the year as from tomorrow the winter vacation will be started. So there will be no more classes in the remaining days of the year. I am happy to have holidays because now I can spend my time in a relaxing mood. Last November I crossed 26 years and now 27 is running. I am not only thinking about this year, I am thinking about my whole life. What have I done? What did I achieve?

From my side I don't think I have achieved something significant in my life. Can academic achievement be considered as the achievement of life? I don't know. If it can be considered, then I have a good academic career as an achievement. I think another thing can be considered as an achievement in my life and it's exploring new places means I traveled to many places in my region for tours and adventure. That's the thing that gives me the feeling of a free bird. I think I am lucky to have some university friends who are ready to travel with me in any place at any time. I am sure I would not explore so many places if I didn't find them as my friend. Aside from both things I think I didn't have any significant achievement in my life. One achievement is to build a career and another achievement is to feed my soul .

Two achievements only in my life mean very little and I also feel shocked to realize the truth. It's kind of disappointing also. I wish I were doing a Job and handing the finances of my family which could be another achievement. But based on my prediction I will do a job in 2026 and it's not a little time. I think I need to wait to achieve it. I hope in the same year I will plan to get married which will be another achievement. It's still a long way to go. Today I was a little bit sad thinking what I have done in my 26 years of life. 2 achievements are indeed very little.

I know I will be ok and fine tomorrow but the thought of today is not totally illogical? It's really a question to me now if I am living a life worthy that is worthy of me? Do you think there are many other achievements I can add to motivate myself? I just don't want to feel so lowly about myself in the future.

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