Tears
Is this the first or the last of a broken heart
Is this denial still fighting acceptance battles
A road not easily traveled
Trapped in a simulation of life’s biggest danger
Suspicion that everything i once believed in has gone missing
But I’m drained, I’m ready to get off this train
Im ready to get out this rain
I still cant tell if its the beginning or the end
These emotions i thought were a gift
But they always turn on me in the end
It makes me question my existence
Like why try if theres never a difference
When i see everything from a distance
Even this tear is pains presence
I just keep reliving
Over and over again
Whats lost if the tear drops fall
As if all of our tears are what keeps the oceans full
Maybe I’m just doing my part
I heard everybody gets a turn
To water the earth
But my captive feels much greater then yours
Was this the twinkle they saw in the sky
Just the pain of life showing up in disguise
As my mind races to delete the diamond
Right before my eyes
So my heart sheds a tear
and the mind try’s to erase it all
As i battle the war of wills
As i drop my final tear
And wipe my eyes
As i battle to continue
To live my life