When Will This Pain and Struggle End?

We live in a world were lots of things are unpredictable, you are happy this moment and the next time you are sad.

Sometimes the things that interest us in life no longer holds or makes us excited. You are in the place were you love to be and all of a sudden you are not feeling it anymore, you start having doubts if you were meant to be there at first.

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I don't know what is happening to me these days, I'm really in a phase of life were I'm no longer feeling anything.

I'm afraid when this is going to stop because it is taking longer than I expected. It's been days of overthinking, emotional torture, doing things that no longer interest me, and in all becoming too restless.

I have tried all things recommended by friends and well wishers, like meditation, outing, going to the Cinema and all you can imagine that can ease me off, but nothing has been able to come to my rescue.

I believe is the turn of the universe to deal with me, because I have tried to figure what my problem was but to no avail.

I have gone for a health check if there would be a disorder but there was nothing. Could this be a physical, mental or a spiritual problem?

As you can see I just got onboarded on Hive newly and I'm still struggling to find a place here. I planned on making at least a post per day but I no longer have the energy to do that, I can hardly find time to engage and make friends as it was also part of my goal, creating a post has become one of the hardest thing to do.

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I want things to be go back to normal, I miss doing the things I love, my career, hanging out with my friends as usual and living the life I have ever wanted.

I want this to end so that I can explore Hive to the fullest and find opportunities this amazing platform has to offer. I can't wait to make lots of friends here.

Thanks for your time friends.