Fear is one thing we all encounter as humans and that is always normal. Most of us learn to deal with it at an early stage and have learned to outgrow our fears.On a personal level, I have been scared of many things from my growing up stage to the stage I am now. Sincerely speaking, I have been a person who fears a lot, but as time went on, I outgrew my fears and that was indeed a blissful feeling.

I had been scared of lots of things, like the dark, staying alone at home, and many more. But there was something that always stood out, it always gave me shivers anytime it accidentally crosses my mind or I uncounsciously think of it.

It might sound funny, but it's just one very sad reality to me, like this tends to be one of my greatest fears. I know I am not among those kids who have that very beautiful relationship with their parents, but no matter how bad it is, they are still my parents, and hence, the thought of losing them scares me to the marrow of my bones and makes me as weak as a person who has lost a pan or two of blood from his/her body.

The thought of losing a parent is something that seriously gets me traumatized and, hence, I have been living with this fear all my life. I kept on this way until the unexpected happened. I guess what I have been mostly scared of was how I was going to take the news and how life was going to be from then on. It was a blow to me though, It had me traumatize for me and every thing I had always feared in front of my eyes and it was happening.

Since one parent is no longer in the picture, that gap is still very much felt, and for what I felt when nature took cue, I will say it even got me more scared, but I just have to be strong and try to think less of such things and just be positive as much as I can. I really want to lose the little grip I have tried to get over the previous situation.

Having a parent who cares and very much provides almost everything you need both in all ramifications, and losing them both or losing one is something that gets one messed up, but still, we just have to stay strong and keep going.

Pulling myself together has been one hell of a struggle and battle within myself, but I've just learned how to live with it and life goes on. But sincerely speaking, it's just breaking. This fear is something that very much breaks a man, but we keep going. No stopping now, not for anything.