Phoenix of Restoration
(Edited)
I wasn't consumed by isolation
I'm not even sure at this point if
I fall victim to desolation.
My life is redundant
Every day another installation
Every day a struggle
I can feel the desperation
My soul cries out
Emotional starvation
I need my phoenix
My mind and body need restoration
Before I let go
And cause eternal damnation.
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I know what that is from personal experience. The emptiness. The loss of someone/something you loved, and the emptiness you feel after that. And the unrequited (one-sided) love is also similar. And of course the absolute lack of love and happiness. I personally experienced all of these things.
Yes, I've felt it my whole life until the birth of my first son. I always faked it with girlfriends and wives, pretty good I might add, I have many still in love with me. I never meant any harm with it I tried to love them it just never fell in love. It's been a lonely life.