Some thoughts about my last October

It has been several days since the end of October, but I did not want to forget to mention what that month was like for me. I could not help but compare it with last year, as was my situation at that time, and I can say that, although I was doing quite well financially and in my work I was quite anxious with a lot of anxiety about changes that were coming, I had constant mental and physical exhaustion, but with good expectations that good things were coming.

This October 2024, has been quite different, more reflective, calmer, but still with many concerns as I said before I thought that the year would be a little more moving. It is normal that things never go as planned, there is always something different that changes.

There are things that are not in our control and many times there are many factors that have to do with it, I am always positive and never lose sight of what I have and what God has given me, always be thankful and eager for God to fill us with blessings every day. His love manifests itself in many ways and we must know how to recognize it, never be conformist, but appreciate the bad as well as the good.

What I do know is that the human being will always have some issue to worry about, if you are “satisfied” with something I do not know why the mind is always restless and begins to look for something to devote his thoughts and that there is the presence of anxiety. What is important is how to deal with that and know how to balance emotions. Having intrusive thoughts for some is common. What I do know is that God is wonderful and is always wrapping me with his love and I am happy to have him in my life, and of course not to mention the people who love me.

I don't like toxic positivism, however, I respect those who use it as a means of therapy for themselves and it can work for them. I am a bit more predisposed, maybe it is a defense mechanism, but I get along with that, or at least I think so, for me being very spiritual, having faith and that there are things that are not in absolute control of us gives me peace. A big hug.