Let's give it a try

Nope. My work schedule hasn't been improved whatsoever. I am still stuck at my business unit alone and none of my potential candidates want to work with me.

For me, I decided to try to sit back a little and let the work overflow my work schedule. I just can't spend anymore weekend doing extra work for another person the company is supposed to hire.

If I allow myself to continue working extra hours over the weekend just to cover for another staff, then why would the company need another headcount? Besides, they're not paying me extra for taking up extra responsibilities.

For now, I have decided to drive back after work on Fridays, to spend my Saturday at my parents place until midnight, and Sunday early morning drive all the way back to my house to be a dad, be a husband. Sex? I don't know, I don't think I can even get it hard nowadays. Basically work has consumed me most of the time.

Personal health condition wise, seriously not good. The weighing scale came back with the same weight I had 3 months ago before I joined this company. The only problem being, anyone who knows me told me I got fat. Muscle weighs 3 times more than fat. So, I'm guessing I lost most probably 3kg of muscles and gained 9kg of fat. I know so because I can't fit into my pants from 3 months ago.

I don't know yet, maybe I should reboot my morning routine. But then again, I am required to sleep early, so I can get up an hour earlier to start working out before preparing the kids to school and then drive the work. Once again, this required me to commit to work life balance. I need to get out of work earlier so I can go home, have my dinner and take proper rest.

Instead of saying I don't know, let's give it a try. No one knows if I let go, how bad it could be. Who knows the boss may send me someone to my rescue immediately after I stop responding to emails? Maybe I should.

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Morning walk after hours of long distance driving, can be very relaxing. Later fetch kids from Sunday school, off we went to Ah Cheng laksa for a quick spicy and sour noodle. Kids love the crunchy fried banana as well. I got them nasi lemak, toast bread, soy bean drink and also Milo.

Tiring, but it has to be done.We only gave this life. I want to see my parents more often, so as my own family.