Pain - The Most Excruciating Emotion

How can someone bear the loss of their most loved one? The smile, the laughter, the quirkiness, the ego, the anger, the everything. How? They feel them everywhere. Words, places, things, colours, smell, textures and what not.

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The pain is excruciating and no amount of tears or consoling words can provide warmth. The million memories that comes as a flashback, do not come to make it easy, but to rekindle everything from the point where it all started.

Google and Facebook memories are there to just fuel up the memories we tend to forget. Maybe technology should never have improved so much. Maybe phones should never have had a camera in them. This is me just thinking out loud because we all these available, there is no room for consolation.

The healing process is not easy at all. This is probably because the pain never fades away. It only makes the heart rigid just as It only makes itself stronger to face a heavier loss.

Time heals they say, but does it? Most times, I feel that time doesn't really heal all pains, it never had. It only makes the pain more bearable. Time makes our eyes welled up in tears by just looking at pictures even though with have smiles all over our face. It’s the heart that tears again and again into a million pieces. It sure takes in a bigger breath, just to be able to numb the pain.

But why create such a system? Why make a soul suffer? Why give something so beautiful just to take it off so shortly? Why make the survivors the most sufferers? I just feel the design is completely unfathomable or should I say the design is altogether messed up?

There are millions of people out there who believe that this is all the result of our good and bad doings. But is this true? I know that God will take care of us if we do good but does this have anything to do with the pain we feel? If it's about doing good and the pain we feel will disappear, then all toddler won't feel pain at all. I'm still wondering what a toddler could have done to deserve the fate of facing pain, molestation, rape or even death. Flawed. Totally, utterly, downright flawed.

Doing good or bad has nothing to do with the pain we feel. The pain will always be there whether we do good or bad. Nevertheless, we should never forget that's it pays to do good and so, let's do good always.

The pain will come and the memories that causes us this pain will always be there. However, let's have this in mind that we will always have a way to endure and overcome pain since the strongest people are the ones who feel pain, understands pain, and accepts pain.

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