9/14/22

I live between a sense of great optimism and sheer dread, but that's life, right? That sounds bad. But I actually feel pretty ok. I just think of my son, and my desire to not struggle, and I keep on going, like the energizer bunny.

I haven't been wasting time, I haven't been watching politics videos LOL, I've just been working and writing.

As much as I worry about things, writing is literally something that brings me joy, so I mean in that regard I'm really lucky. I'm racing toward goals by literally doing what I enjoy.

Getting what I want in life won't ever be handed to me on a silver platter.

People that start businesses usually struggle and fail, a lot. I've learned from the food industry that things must get done, product must be produced, things must flow.

I think I'm learning a lot, I think I'm feeling stronger.

That's an aspect I didn't see coming. Actually improving, getting more efficient. I always think things will be as hard as they are in my current circumstance, but if I just try, if I just keep it moving, things start to improve.

That's something I learned from sports, and lifting weights a little. Same thing seems to apply with writing it seems.

Writing this post helped me a lot. Keep things in perspective.

Hive on folks.