You see the family issue, I have also changed, now my family feels I have become cruel unlike before but am happy am not focusing on my life. One Example is being here, I would have been in hive for a long time but I couldn't bcos I carried all my family troubles and do's for them I don't have time for myself. Now, I want to be me, so what's best for me. I hope we find peace we are longing for. I really enjoyed your write up and am following your blog right away. Send hugies🫂.