He is my first Love ,Met but not destined

He is my first love ,his name is Darren ,we have met while studying in College

Entering college life is what I’m afraid most. Why? It’s because of the great adjustment I’m going to make. New environment, new classmates, new friends, new teachers/instructors and a new life. It is far from being just a typical high school student

The first day of school wasn’t bad after all. I have managed to meet and be with those people who approached me first, I was then glad because at least, I’m not a loner.
When lunch time me and my friends are in canteen ,Darren pass by and smile us ,I was wondering who he is

Few days pass, I knew it that we are in the same Course , Aircraft Maintenance Mechanic.
We are same professor in other subject.We talk in the classroom and he ask me my cellphone number.He texted me and ask to go out and talk
We go under the Bridge of Marcelo Fernand Bridge in Lapu Lapu City.

That place is memorable to me he courted me he said "Can you be my Girlfriend? " that's the word came out to her and he felt nervous.And I said Yes to him.
If we have free time we go there and have some talk you know what he is so fun to be with ,He is a lot of stories to tell that makes me laugh.

Darren is my first to everything
First loves are something I never forget as he is the first time feel emotionally connected to someone. It's a great feeling to be able to be affectionate . It's also a very new emotion that you go through and you need to completely trust the person.

,My first kiss,my first kilig moments .Our relationship ended when we are both busy .When my father died I stop College and get a job to support my mom and become a breadwinner .

He has no time for me because he is studying hard .We have quarrels a lot And decided break ups.I found new one his name is Joseph but you know what he is the biggest mistakes of my life .I got pregnant ,Joseph is irresponsible . Darren want me to fix out relationship but I said no because I was pregnant that time Our love story ended year 2012.

Many years have pass he still contact me chats me in Facebook and want to met again but I refuse him .
Unti this year 2023 of February he block me ,maybe he is now happy now with her current girlfriend now.

I'm happy now with my common law husband ..
Whether they last a long time or a short time, relationships can have special meaning and value. Each relationship can teach us something about ourselves, another person, and what we want and need in a future partner. It's a chance for us to learn to care about another person and to experience being cared about.

A break-up is an opportunity to learn, too. It's not easy. But it's a chance to do your best to respect another person's feelings. Ending a relationship — as hard as it is — builds our skills when it comes to being honest and kind during difficult conversations