A Deep Sadness

Could sadness be this deep? Do I have to feel this emptiness in me and to understand what's going on? These dark days should be over soon. Because I might not be able to pass through it so fast.

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The thought is to arrange my thinking pattern, see a better me, create a wonderful self, and work on how I can be better. All this is going through my mind consecutively, while no one is nearby to help, none at the front that I can lean on, the frowning of my face becomes the only expression I can show. Whole the list goes on.

I've laid my hands on bussiness before, some worked, some didn't, I kept on at it, tried as much as possible to retrace my step, if possible I could get a better deal at life.

But some core life values could help me stay afloat, that I'm sure, absolute integrity is one of them, those who say the truth get to enjoy a better view of life, their life's influence on others is positive, people want to associate with them and know them better. Though we live in a world where all these things are draining away, I must live some life's values that still keep you safe from life's tribulations.