Dear Molly, I Got Sad Over You Today ...

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Dear Molly,

Today started like one of those days we used to share .. With snow gently falling outside, coffee brewing, and the quiet anticipation of the day ahead. The only difference is I will be working at home due to the weather, and you are not here to keep me company.. curled up by my feet like you always used to. But there's something else on my mind today – memories.

As I brewed my first cup of motivation, I couldn't help but notice a lone needle on the floor by the trash can in the pantry. It must have been hiding there for quite some time and dislodged from its spot when I recently moved some things around. It brought tears to my eyes, and I quickly wiped them away. You remember those needles, right? I hated sticking you with them every week. It was a necessary routine to keep you with us longer than anyone expected, considering your battle with Addison's Disease. But even though it was necessary, it never got any easier.

It's strange how memories, even the not-so-pleasant ones, are missed after death. I think it's because those moments were a part of us.. a testament to the love and care we shared. Finding that needle today brought back a flood of emotions. I suppose it's normal to have such a reaction, right? Or maybe I'm just plain weird.

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I tossed the needle into the trash, took a deep breath, and sat down to write this letter. Writing things out seems to help, just like it did when I used to jot down notes about your treatments and progress. It's a way of moving on, I guess.

I miss you every day, Molly. There's an emptiness that only your wagging tail and warm presence used to fill. The routine of those needles was a small price to pay for the joy and companionship you brought into our lives. So here I am, reminiscing and trying to find solace in the memories we shared.

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We hope you're in a better place,

Free from pain. You'll always have a special place in our hearts, little girl.

Miss you dearly,
Love you lots..

Daddy and Mommy

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Lost Companions

Poem By BD Miller

In the quiet woods where shadows play,
Two loyal hearts once roamed the day.
With fur like silk, and eyes so bright,
They danced through meadows bathed in light.

Through fields of green and rivers wide,
Together, two faithful souls did stride.
Bound by a love that knew no end,
Two dogs, forever, a steadfast friend.

In seasons' dance, from spring to fall,
Their tales of joy, a cherished ball.
Through winters cold and summer's heat,
Their paw prints left, a bond complete.

But time, relentless, took its toll,
And shadows cast upon each soul.
In twilight's hush, they slipped away,
Leaving echoes of their playful play.

No more the bark, no more the chase,
A quiet void, a somber space.
Yet in the silence, memories bloom,
A garden of love, in nature's room.

Underneath the moonlit sky,
Their spirits linger, never to die.
In every rustling of the leaves,
The memory of two hearts retrieves.

Oh, lost companions, loyal and true,
In realms unknown, where dreams accrue.
Forever remembered, forever missed,
Two souls departed, yet never dismissed.

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That's gotta be difficult. I am sorry. I've gotta be honest, I didn't read the poem at the end. I don't think I could right now. I'm sitting in the middle of my office with my worker about twenty feet from me and I already feel a lump in my throat...

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lol. I hear ya. Can't be crying in front of your coworkers that's for sure. Lol. I was choking up writing it but then again I'm the one feeling it and dumping those morbid thoughts into text. You may be anticipating something but I really hope you're not putting that much thought into it yet. God knows I did and it didn't help me one bit. I figured I would prepare myself.

Thanks for the comment and reaching out. I appreciate it. Rough day and it's enjoyable to know there's people who care. 🙂

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No, I don't think we are there yet. We have to take her in a couple of weeks to get an ultrasound. I think from there we might have a better idea of what we are dealing with.

Thanks for the comment and reaching out. I appreciate it. Rough day and it's enjoyable to know there's people who care. 🙂

Always!

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😢 this is the first I heard of Molly's passing. I'm so sorry!!!

RIP Molly, you were and still are very special

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Thank you. I appreciate that. Yes she passed early on in October. We gave her a nice day outside although she could not move. She enjoyed her time in the sun and then we said goodbye. It was very tough after so many years together. 15 years and four months old. She lived a nice life. She was a great dog!

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I guess nobody could really hope for more in life. May we all have a chance to live life to the fullest like Molly did 🙏

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Manually curated by ewkaw from the @qurator Team. Keep up the good work!

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Pets become part of the family, when I was young I had a small dog like Molly who accompanied me for 15 years, after her departure it was hard for me to have another dog, so far I havent, it is impossible not to miss them, I know the feeling

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Thank you for the support! It's nice to know that others have gone through the same thing. And survived. This is our third time losing a pet. It doesn't get any easier that's for sure. Molly was 15 years and four months old when we lost her so I hear what you're saying… It's a long time and hard to replace that companionship. I think we're going to do some traveling before we think about another furry family member.

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It's just like when one remembers the past and many memories are fresh then one gets sad. We all miss Molly a lot and I miss her posts and pictures a lot. Was happier.

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Awww.. 😊 thank you. That is kind to say. She definitely is missed that's for sure.

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You are most certainly not weird, unless being able to love deeply is weird.

It's strange how memories, even the not-so-pleasant ones, are missed after death.

I find even those memories are pleasant, and I wish to be able to do them again.

purty poem too

xo

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Thank you for the reassurance and support. Also, thank you for reading the poem. Took me a while to put that one together but it was enjoyable and helpful to do it. So what you're saying is, I'm not weird… 😁

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You must miss them both so much. Heck, I miss them both!

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Yup. It sucks. We knew the day would come when we got them, and that's the sucky part.

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This must be difficult to bear and I quite understand the feeling when a particular pet has become family and suddenly was lost

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It's the odd little things that will hit you when you least expect it. But still a nice tribute to Molly.

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Thank you. Yeah it is. There are still several things that I have not touched yet, like nose smudges and beds. Just not feeling ready.

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So sorry to hear about this loss. I am so sure the pet must have hold a large aspect in your life. It will really be a painful loss

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It has been a few months since she has passed but still seems like just yesterday. They did fill our hearts and will always be missed.

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